haishhshshsh

i'm very stressed . the past has returned . hais .

i sleep at 4 plus yesterday ?
was playing maple . hurhur . IM ADDICTED .
then woke up around 11 plus today ?
guess what i did ? played maple of course !

then my mind was in a mess .
hais . i still love you .
even if we are not together in the future .
you're the only one i love . seriously .
this is the first time i felt this way .

even if we are not together .
i am happy . because at least i know ,
in my heart , i still have you .
but , could we return to the past ?

i really love you alot . i lied to myself and you and other people .
sorry , i hurt you that time .
now , i even hurted myself and others .
i thought i've forgotten you , but i didn't .
you were all the while in my heart . i cannot forget .
i love you deeply . hais `~

tomorrow going to find him and sort things out .
then vanese and shanling dearie and kerin kor
watch king kong . hais .

hope he can come along ?

aloy , i'm so sorry for what i've done .
forgive me would you ?
i love you baobei ~ really alot .
hais . <33