sick SICK

i am dying soon .

i am suffering from fever now consisting of only 38 degrees .
i want the temperature to increase to as much as 39 - 40 .
i don't want to go school tomorrow due to enrichment .
but i must recover by friday as i need and want to meet dear .
i am going to jump in bed and be dead there . i want to get sick .
but the feeling sucks as well , my head is spinning with butterflies .
i am dying soon . its veryVERY bad . i think i'm going retarded .
from the hot head , i might be admitted to mental hospital .

wish me luck humans =))