leavinggg ....

woke up early this morning at 9am +++++
mummy told me the trip to australia tonight is on ~
sigh . can i please don't go ? can i can i ?
i will miss darling like a mad bitch there .
and the most imp of all , i can't get to spend our one month with him .
FUCKED up . how can this trip exist ?
even worst , during our one month anniversary .
i am so so happy NOT with this fucking trip .
i can actually swear i'm vulgar . shut me up someone .
for heaven's sake , i must stop all this vulgarities from coming out .
%#$&@^%#$%& nonsentical me . is that how it's spelt ?
ahhh whatever ~ must read up the dictionary when i'm free .
improve on my english . read up read up !
i'm going to miss everyone while i am away . do miss me too !



darling . so sorry i'm unable to spend our month anni together .
i know you understand . but i'm feeling guilty . shucks
i'll cover those dates up when i'm back alright ?
got to take care of yourself you know ? don't get into un-necessary trouble .
i do not want coming back see-ing you in deep shit alright .
i'm going to miss you like mad . sigh . if only you came along ...

take care everyone . bon vayage to myself .