weeees ~

i think i am really becoming FATTER & FATTEST !
went to mummy's place at 10 plus ! watched cheaper by the dozen two ~
and ate lunch ! yummy ! mummy's oat prawns are good good goodest !

than i was so so SUPER DUPER BORED . that i threw my temper and everything !
than without a choice , mummy decided to bring me shopping !
at least my temper threwing effort did not row down the drain ! xP

than bought plenty ~ my denim three quarter jeans , denim shorts ~
and plenty . pictures are below =D

than 5 plus mummy drove me to town . and said byebye to mummy =P
and went to meet daddy at paragon . i saw this hello kitty bracelet .
but my temper threwing did not work on daddy =(

i told daddy i want to buy a puma bag . tried to find but couldn't .
so i shall find it another day than =)
bought oreo cheesecake . FATTENING FATTENING FAT !

than went over to newton for dinner . i just love love newton !
so i ate so much today . my diets never going to come ~

daddy say this thursday maybe he bring me and mummy go clubbing !
with all their laobeng & laolian friends . COOL !
clubbing on thursday . yeancheng maybe going MOS tonight .
confirm she cannot go in ! HAHAHA =D

the next stuffs i'm going to buy are my puma bag !
guess watch & purse & bag ~and my lovely zara top i'm so eager for =P



below are some pictures ~

denim shorts ~
pink lacey cardigan ~
white lacey top
white with black polka dots & lacey ~
black lacey lacey cardigan ~
lovely denim 3/4 jeans .


the attire for the day -

fun fun ~

had so much fun today ! full of laughs and retardedness ~
woke up around 10 plus . than 1 plus headed to ahma house .
daddy bought macdonald back for me lunch ~

went there . watched tv . than 4 plus went to kovan with debbie & nick ~
did a little shopping there . went there . saw sunita & vincent kor ~
than bought fries and chicken cutlet ~ yumyum =DD
bought a yellow sort of dress & a brown top with yellow lace .
than bought food ! seriously , my diet's suppose to start TODAY!
but , the temptation of food is something i cannot resist !
and i ate super alot today ! and there goes my diet !!!

left at around 6 . * messaged . say he going kovan play pool ~
sadly i'm going off already ~

went back than 7 plus was left with :
me , nick , wanli , darren , tingwei , tinghao , amanda ~
and we made tinghao cry . he's such a baby laaaa ~
so we decided to play the exaggerated game . a game where we copy tinghao ~
when someone slap or beat us lightly . we must cry till DAMN exaggerated .
yaya ~ i know it's sort of retarded . but we had fun xP

than we played ghost ghost ! one of the best childhood games we always played !
than we played catching combined with hide & seek in the house .
wahlaus . me and amanda stupid , hide in closet .
than almost suffocated to death !!! very hot somemore , can die !

than tinghao and tingwei went home . left the five of us ~
we made music videos by recording them down on d-cam . it was so retarded i swear .
than we all off the lights and just lie in the bed . guess what ?
darren got on the stand at the window there and stripped laaaa !

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT ~ sick guy . hahaha !
than 12 like that than went home . watched my hi ! shang ban nu lang ~
that stupid extra guy pop out . wahlaus !!!

next saturday maybe going escape with debbie . nick , alec , jared & his gf ~
maybe only . but hope can go . ~
i miss * ~

my yellow sort of dress ~
the brown with yellow lace top .

i love this picture though ...

you see what i mean by he's disturbing ?
me & darren . he's always that disturbing -.-

third day

the thunder is like so loud . want sleep also cannot sleep in peace .

slept only at 1am yesterday due to me wanting to watch dreamchasers .
that show is totally nice . really very touching at some parts though ...

woke up at 6 today . didn't wanted to go school as i was sleeping so soundly !
i swear we were so crappy at the courtyard =DD

than first lesson was PE. slacked so much ! and was chatting up with my babes .
than was maths . and it was the first time in sec2 maths history that i did my maths worksheet . although was in-complete ...

than was recess , jianan they all shouted that georgina love brandon .
in the end the whole school knew . hahaha ~

than was science a lesson which always puts me to sleep .
and than was CT&PC . we were like singing all the way . than the bell goes ...

stayed back in school to study with ernern , gladys and shireen .
siokyee mei and songchin stayed back too cause i taught them a little maths .
than * went home already ...

than in between our studying went to econ buy stuff .
sat chiawei they all . -.-'

than soon more people came to disturb us which therefore couldn't study anymore .
georgina , kenneth , gregory , junming , sunita they all ~
than 4 plus went home . at sengkang there saw * friends . coincedental ?
and * was going to meet them ? LOL!

reached home lay on the bed messaging * . than doze off .
and got woken up by the thunder %^$@&%#$&



i am fucking fat !
i keep saying i want to go on a diet but it kept getting delayed ...
i MUST go on a diet tomorrow ...

well , at least i try ... hahaha =DD ~



sigh - its killing me .
very xinku leh ....

second day sch

was back with baby last night . he asked for patch =DD

woke up at around 6 today . was really shag ~
first period was english . did our compo .
than was science . had our science practical test . i assure i'll fail .
than met baby , than headed for recess . I LOVE THURSDAYS !
because it is food day ! had wanton mee ~ yums !

than was literiture , miss yeow chased the whole class out .
due to us making her superly pissed off !
i pity liang rong . just break with her laaa ~ how can you stand it man !

than was geography . i simply LOVE gladys , ernern and shireen !
than was CME . i taught ernern mathematics . belive it or not ?

than after school , met baby awhile . sorry i dua you !
than went with gladys , ernern and zhixiang go pasar malam walk walk .
than me and gladys went back school . 230 i went office do attachment .
they ask me carry the thing so fugging heavy !

4 o clock finish . go home . i've got tution later on !
tomorrow staying back to study with ernern , gladys and shireen ~ 160206 is back in the game ~


our 'pretty' jiaobins !
i just love this pose -.-'

my beloved nehneh & me ~

back to sch

today was BACK TO SCHOOL .. !
happy but sad at the same time . it sucked !

yesterday 6 plus went to compass eat dinner with family .
daddy told me school accept me back already =DD .
at compass saw sandy jie & her stead ..
than walked around . bought some stuff . 9 plus went home . prepared for school .

today as usual woke up at 6 . zzz tiring ! so early ~
than go school . erzi they all keep saying welcome back . hahaha !
alot of people shocked that i came back to study ..
than teachers all come nag me already . wah piang !
first lesson was english . watched movie .zzz than was history .


than was recess . so crappy ! i miss those times so much ..
than was music . than was chinese . i love my current chinese class .
we in class take photo use phone listen song she don't care .
took some pictures . upload when done blogging .
than was science . fell asleep due to the lovely rainy weather !
than was enrichment . 230 finish school ~
go office do my attachment ~ than 4 went home .

I LOVE SCHOOL YET I HATE SCHOOL =DD




some pictures token during chinese~


ern ern & me ~
me , gregory erzi and bestie

stupid erzi siols -.-'

gave up ..

today was the day i gave him up =)
since there's another girl out there willing to make him happy ..
why not ? as long he happy than i'm fine with it ..

although it really hurts that much , but .... ya

really tired these few days .
perhaps i will mia to sort out my thinking =)

tata !

zzzzz

ALOY IS SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS =DD

he ask me call him up today at 10am ~
fuck. call him , he say 1pm than call . PIG !

than wake him up . 2 plus he come my house here find me .
he no change leh , still as childish as ever ...
than go kopitiam drink thing . than go my house there staircase ...
since he cannot come in . HAHAHA . i help him pluck eye-brows ..
so fun ! hahaha ~ than paint nail polish for him ...

but in the end not nice leh , so erase off .
than meimei come home already , meimei see aloy than she shy !
aloy so handsome ah ? LOL . hahaha !

and he keep saying got girl keep see him . buay paiseh .!
than he keep bully me . stupid idiot . ^$@%#$^&^@& !

than 6 like that he go home . haha . rain so big !
ALOY HONGSTER LAH ! LOL . idiot !

i'm so bored . first time he so good come visit me siols =DD
he better come visit me again . HAHAHA !

zz .......

ALOY IS SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS =DD

he ask me call him up today at 10am ~
fuck. call him , he say 1pm than call . PIG !

than wake him up . 2 plus he come my house here find me .
he no change leh , still as childish as ever ...
than go kopitiam drink thing . than go my house there staircase ...
since he cannot come in . HAHAHA . i help him pluck eye-brows ..
so fun ! hahaha ~ than paint nail polish for him ...

but in the end not nice leh , so erase off .
than meimei come home already , meimei see aloy than she shy !
aloy so handsome ah ? LOL . hahaha !

and he keep saying got girl keep see him . buay paiseh .!
than he keep bully me . stupid idiot . ^$@%#$^&^@& !

than 6 like that he go home . haha . rain so big !
ALOY HONGSTER LAH ! LOL . idiot !

i'm so bored . first time he so good come visit me siols =DD
he better come visit me again . HAHAHA !

sians .,..

i'm like extremely bored today .
stayed home like the whole sunday . can you imagine that ?

slept at around 3plus 4 yesterday ...
today woke up at around 11 plus . nobody at home !
than daddy 12 plus came home . mummy they all go popo house ..
than watch tv . charmed , theOC & grey's anatomy .

than aloy called me . i swear he very very kid one . bth.
than 6plus daddy go fetch mummy then they go junction8 eat dinner .
i lazy so i stayed home . they buying back pastamania for me =DD

boring . at least aloy wuxim tomorrow come pei me ...

had bad news today as well . daddy say KC don't accept my application .
fuck . now the only choice is see if my school accept me back not .
if never accept daddy say next year than he find school for me .
than i must repeat sec2 . i don't want ! i rather go private school ~

zzz

i am so bored now . there's basically nothing to do ~
i slept at around 4am yesterday . gosh ~

today woke up at around 11 plus . got ready and stuff ~
went for counselling at 2 . finished at 3 ~
damn funny . talking half way the aircon leak water like nobody's business ~

than went to ahma house . aloy waked up call me .
he really very kid when we just wake up . bths ~

than chat all the way till 6,7 plus ~
ate dinner . watched tv . we watching the incredible .!
very cute . watch halfway than go home . sad .
lucky my sister got the vcd . can borrow and watch ~!

hahaha =DD

today my sister real birthday ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIMEI


aloy wants to snatch my sister from me . FAT HOPE !!!

lols

today wake up at around 11 plus .
aloy called . than chatted awhile only .
had bad news , yongjin didi got caught already . hais .
i wonder how long he would be inside ?
di ! no matter what will wait for your release alright . jie&di forever . sigh .


2 plus prepared and headed down to my sisters school .
they celebrate her birthday . than must helpout ~
took some pictures of the kids . got one boy , he's really cute !
took plenty of shots of him . hahaha =DD ~

than 4 plus headed to popo house .
daddy came , went to takashimaya for awhile .
picked up meimei's cake . daddy bought my stockings for me !
bought meimei's present and my hello kitty stuff than went back popo house .
ate dinner . 9 plus headed home ~

i am bored .


some pictures taken ...

while i was super bored ..

my sisters class ~

one cute cute boy !

BENJAMIN ! he so cute ~

emily ~ very naughty can she ? LOLS

BENJAMIN CUTE RIGHT ?

one baby just crying non-stop . zzz

VERY VERY CUTE !

sighhs ~

i wonder if it's called retribution .
i'm now experiencing what he has gone thru before ..
its just a act of retribution . i don't deserve anything from him now .

he happy means i'm happy . if he finds someone good .
i'm happy for him , but behind weeping in silence .
sigh , time does pass very fast .


in a act of speed , all that is left behind is memories ~
wonderful , pleasant but hurtful memories ..


i somehow regretted in actions . why did i choose to let go ?
giving up someone so different from any other guys .
why didn't i learn to cherish ? why didn't i choose to believe more in him ?
its the stubborn and un-mature side of me that effects ..


i cannot believe myself . why am i that pathetic though ?
i don't know what i want in life , i don't know who i want in life ...
i never did cherish him in the fact that he treats me wonderfully ~


i'm now in the speech of silent ..
thinking back to the past ..
how we spent time together .
those pleasant moments i didn't cherish .

i swear i'll live to regret ~
i don't deserve anything from him no more ~

bullllyyyyyy

fuck man . bei kia nang du lan ~

today wake up at around 11 plus .
than alo wake up call me . HE DISGUSTING CAN ANOT ?
sick arsehole :DD ~

than now conferencing with aloy&cheryl wifey ~
damn damn funny !

and i'm super pissed with yongjin they all loh ~

fuck

sighhh

i'm feeling so confused & mixed up .
somehow i think i don't know how to express myself ..
i don't know what i am thinking ? fuck

i don't know if i really love the person anot .
i don't know if i really want to love that person anot .
and now , i don't know if i'm in love with that person anot .

what the fuck am i thinking god damn it ~
sigh . now i don't know what to do ?


guess what man .
fuck love man

hais ~

why why why ? plenty of question marks in my mind . fuck.
yesterday slept early can ? slept at around 1am plus . so so early !
that stupid terry lah. sleep so early . than yongjin don't know die go where sia.
than woke up at around 11 today . cannot sleep can ? stupid ..
than 12 plus go meet terry at downstairs . talk talk talk .
1 plus he go already . stupid . zzz ...
than go home loh. boring can anot ?

than eat lunch . now want to study already . sigh ~
very fan siols! so many thoughts in my head though ...
i know why people say hongster never die ..

hais . if its true about ?him? , its disastrous .

FUCK THIS SHIT

backiie ~

i slept at around 3+ am yesterday man . shag though ..
was talking to yongjin didi on the phone . was talking to terry tooo !
and talked with aloy for awhile and than i bedded .

this morning wake up at around 11plus . terry wake up earlier than me sia.
surprisingly .he ask me accompany him to geylang by thing . but can't .
so at around 1 plus he came my house here find me . so went to meet him lo .
he so skinny ! terry ah , eat more laaa. aiyoyo ..
than chat chat chat . he ask me go up help him take umbrella . pfft!
than he accompany me go up . than accompany him walk to mrt loe .
he say me short ! so bad . si terry ! scary monster !

than go home already . at night got dinner . boring .zz

boirrrrring

here i am so bored that i decided to blog .. =)

yesterday got sort of drunk though ..
was talking to aloy & jasmond on the phone .
i think i wasn't speaking clearly due to drunk-ness ?
oh . forget about this issue man ~

this morning woke up at around 11 plus . washed up .
went online . was talking to plenty online though .
not really tha much but sitll plenty for a school day ~
was talking to terry online . he is so mad i can swear !
than was talking to kerin korkor , jerry , aloy & yongjin didi online too ~
kerin kor damn bad . keep say me . i really guai alright !
yongjin didi ~ don't sad already alright . cheer up lah .

than yongjin ask me call him . so i called . than chatted .
he di siao me can anot ? bloody idiot ~

than was messaging ahben kor also .
than ate my lunch . now messaging dear . he is mad one lah .

today daddy going back to school see if can appeal i go back study not .
hope can ! if not he will go KC and appeal already . either one i hope !
but i don't want other school ! i rather not study if he couldn't get either .

i'm bored . real bored ! zz

boooom ~

woke up at around 10 plus today .
woken up by daddy . so early can anot ?
yesterday night 11 plus i slept already . super early !
baby sebas call me ask me chat with him .
i was so sleepy that i didn't want to . so i hung up .

than today . woke up . prepared . went to shaw center for lunch with family .
the food there was good ! the bun was extremely tasty !
than went home . studied . ain't i such a hardworking girl ?

than used the computer . chatted on the phone with shanling , beibei , miki
than they all hung up till it was only me and shanling .
we gossiped so much ! i so love her can ? ohmy . we have so much to talk ~

than 6 plus went to takashimaya with family . ate yoshinoya for dinner .
walked around . i saw huikeng jie & her friend !
than taka the stockings so much cheaper than bugis !
$12 plus only . bugis $18 plus . 6 bucks difference though .
than went to buy my ZA foundation ~ than 8 plus went home already ~


had a little tiff with dear . but we're fine now .
i miss so many people though ...

homeeee

i'm like home ? i'm starting to hate home though ...
went to grandma's place at around 2 plus .
3 plus headed to heartland mall with nick .

met up with yeancheng darling ..
we went to take neo's . and we shopped around and chatted .
about 5 like that dear and his friend came .

so overjoyed ! so long no see him already . and managed to meet him today .
met him . yeancheng went off . nick went off for awhile .
than me dear and his friend went 209 there eat .
he keep disturbing me can anot ? pfft .

than 6 plus i met nick and went back to ahma's place .
so sad . cannot spend more time with dear .
but at least managed to meet him today . smart me =DD .
went back there , watched tv . ate fish&chips for dinner .
8 plus headed home . and now i'm bored ! zzz

loliiii ~

supper @ newton ~


my stupid sister -.-' !







just came back from the docters .
my whole family is sick ?! it's called family unity. haha !

yesterday 8plus went to mustafa little india with my family .
LOLS! . has alot of things . and i really racist already !
those bangala's ! keep push there and there .
really like they first time go there before loh .
and we knows , some may even be up to no good !!!
so pissed off with them lah . pfft !
bei kia nang du lan ! learnt this from ahsiao they all ? LOLS !

bought one mickey&minnie magnet thing . must make yourself .
it's actually for kids ! but it was so cute i couldn't resists .
so i asked daddy to buy it for me =DD .
than we bought snacks & some daily needs too !

than 9+ 10 left there and went to newton for supper !
i ate fishball noodle's . nice ! in fact very savishing !
than went home . made my magnet thing . first time was a disaster !
i'll try more later on .

slept at around 2+ ? was talking to dear on phone .
than today woke up at around 12+ .
daddy say go see docter . later going ahma house .
update later . see you people ! =DD .

will be uploading some pictures took yesterday . friday -140406 ~
at mustafa & newton ~