sighhhh !

i'm like grounded for good ! months i can say . like fuck?
what the fuck is wrong with those people ? such dogs !

i'm goddamn worried now . i'm like the cause of all these troble .
and before i even quitted school , the school expelled me .
whatthefuck is this kind of shit man ?

darling , i'm so sorry ! i can't bear to see you suffer .
now what i can do is pray for a miracle . god help me please ?!

to the other people(s) , i'm so sorry ! you've both got to take care !!

now i'm just like a piece of shit . !
useless , helpless , clueless even worst school-less
and even if i search for a new school , they wouldn't accept man !
prepare for private school already . sigh . !

i've got to pray pray pray !
and got to rot at home ! sigh ~

i so fucking miss darling .
thanks for being there even though so much happened .
now i know , how much you care and mean to me .