cb ~

seriously , i am super disappointed & upset in her .
vanese ng hui ling ~

i know you for a few years already .
and we've been good sisters since we've got together .
can i fucking know what the fuck you are thinking now ?

you've changed so much in case you don't realise it .
you may think you've only changed a little .
but the change in you is so huge that the steps are so far apart .
what iw wrong with you can you tell me ?

last time you didn't dare to zao chu & all .
didn't dare to ponten as well . now ?
you just do it as though singapore you open want .
ponten once nevermind . even though you got caught .
and your parents knowing . hoped you learnt your lesson .
and now you do it again ? and get caught again .
without knowing your mistakes .
somemore you so fucking bo tua bo sui to your parents .

when are you able to realise your mistakes are learn your lesson ?
this may happen because of the people you hang out with .
but i think you are the major part to it .
without thinking carefully you do what you pursue .

and you just become that ahlian than i never know you would be .
you used to be the one who persuade's me to be more guai ~
and i try my best . now ? the table turns the opposite direction .
you use to tell me not to smoke and all . now ?
you are the one taking up the habit . maybe not that addictive ,
but you still lit up that ciggarette and smoked .
you tell me not to zao chu & all . stay home . be guai ~
now you are the one running away .

you told me you want your freedom so badly .
you have to earn it from your actions in what your parents see .
you can't expect to gain freedom with your this kind of attitude .
and please think , do you deserve to go out and enjoy ?
in my opinion , you don't . because of your actions .
if you want to go out , gain the trust !!!

i really very tired of telling you all these ,
it seems that to you i like saying jiao wei like that .
in one ear & out of the other . machiam i dui niu tan qing like that .

please use your fucking brain and think !
what you really want in life .
you think being expelled so fun ahhh ?
maybe to you yes laaa ~
people will take you as ahlian what right ?
like that like sibei sud ki mah hor ?
i fuck you upside down i tell you .
when you regret & want to go back to school i see if you still say fun not .

i've been through what you're going through now .
can't you just fucking listen ?
i seriously pity your parents , they give you so much already .
perhaps too much ! and yet the way you repay them is like bullshit !

please think laaaa ~
i fucking don't know how to say you already .
now , all i can say is , do whatever you suit .
take drugs , smoke , kill for all i care .
as i myself have lost trust in you already .
cb . open your brain !