KILL ME LAH !!!

very sad yet angry lah . lies + lies + lies !
yesterday's convo was like that .
he was online lah ~ but xiaolong was the one typing yah .

them : wen hui cutting hair , me xiaolong .
me : aiyas , u tell him he do whatever his thing hao le den msg me or wad lah . he so busy !!! i go le bb .
them : bye .. don't angry lah . he helping them cut hair .
me : i where got ji ge angry sias . aiyas . go le lah ~ bb .
them : eh !!!!! mai zhao . he say later call uu !
me : up to him . byebye ~
them : okok .. he say will call .. mai du lan ..or cb agaiin .. lols ..
me : up to him lah . bb ..

as its obvious that anger is in the way of my typing lah .
fuck spider . in the end , my phone was as silent like in ghost house .
say what call me . in the end also phone so quiet . lies lah ~
this morning found out something also . cannot believe my eyes lah !

aiyas . i don't know what is going on lah ~
cried my heart out yesterday & today already .
cry till i don't know like what shit already ~
cb lah . hais . maybe its just not right ?

i don't know ? maybe i'm a burden ? i don't know !
but fuck spider . i'm still here leh . i not transparent lorhs ~
if no message or call by him comes in today ...
i think ........ i will do what i don't want to do bah )=

fuck spider lah . arghhhh ~ i now also don't know what i'm doing already !
I NEED SOMEONE COME PEI ME BADLY LAH !!

and yeancheng's on the way .
CHERYL , SHANLING & JIAJIA . i need you all toooo ~ hais !

fuck spider my life . kill me lah . maybe i wasn't meant to be here .
fucking hell . i hate myself !!!
call call call , call what lanjiao lah !