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i'm so bored now . someone entertain me ! yesterday slept @ around 3am plus i think ? or 4am ? whatever . it's around there . was talking on the phone with bendan . sigh . talked alot about what other's are doing . so disappointed with ******** korkor . i shall not say the name in case it brings any bad reputation to the person . than today woke up @ around 12 . continued to nua at the bed and woke up @ around 1pm ~ i know it's an hour of nua-ing . but im tired . watched tv . eat and eat and just continue eating . you know , my diet ain't going happen . food is toooooo tempting oh lord . than used the computer . my younger sister so mad , she was having her afternoon nap in her room . than suddenly she came out and lied on the living room floor and just continue sleeping that way -.- must be genetic from my parents . thank god i'm not that way (: than had dinner . continued watching tv . boy was i bored . why mummy haven't come home . so looking forward for her to be back on saturday ! cause when she's not around . dad pays attention to me like 24hrs ! he's in my sight 24/7 . it's so irritating !!! i can swear ! so when mummy's back . he shall get away from my sight more often . and therefore i'll be happy . somehow i think that quarreling with dad is just a waste of time ! he always thinks he's in the right . hello ?!?!! and quarelling with him , he's always the one that gains ! i'm always the one that loses out . everytime when he loses , he will either threaten me with grounding me or taking away my whatever . stupid !!! anyway i'm already grounded . so now i don't really have anything to lose . and school is opening in 4 days . say hello to the uniform , socks , waking up @ 6pm and stupid school teachers which i loathe so much ! by the way , i had a quarrel with dad just now . my stupid school sms-ed him and asked him to make sure that when i go back to school , my hair would be black . arghhh ~ and he demanded HEAVILY that i must and he said MUST dye it black . what the ?!?!?!! if i dye my hair would be even more dry . and he doesn't give a SHIT .. he's just afraid he would be called down to the principle's office again . what the ?!?!! so what ? not say i'm the only one . i tell him i wll spray he still make fucking noises .. stupid school , stupid family , stupid everything .. WHY IS THE WORLD SO STUPID ?! oh lord oh lord , please make the school smart ! whats wrong with dye-ed hair though ? in the US or whatever country , they don't have to wear school uniforms , they could have dye-ed hair . and piercings everywhere . whats wrong our school rules ? it's basically a place where people get caught for things only what . what has our looks and appearance got to do with our studies ? unless someone says that have dye-ed hair we cannot concentrate which i think is totally stupid .. COME ONE MAN . what century is this boy ? I HATE SCHOOL . it's such a demoralised place .. i don't want to dye my hair BLACK !!!!!!!!