i'm not really in the mood to smile or laugh . gosh . whatever ! i can't wait for the night to come , when i could finally wash my hair . due to rebonding , i wasn't allowed to do so , but tonight i could . and finally ! my hair is oily and i feel disgusting . it's killing me . stupid rebonding .

on saturday . which was yesterday . woke up @ around 10 plus . watched some tv . online-ed and headed down to grandma's place @ 4pm plus ~ reached there . than around 4.30 went to toa payoh to my 2 aunts and cousin . went there to do a little shopping . although there wasn't really much to do there .

went there . walked around and i didn't even bought a single item -.- how boring ! than went back to grandma's place @ 6 plus .

went back there . totally obsessed with the camera . i just continue snapping pictures with the sunglasses on . than went home @ around 10 pm ~

borrowed vcd's from my cousin . watched 爱情魔法师 first episode and i was boring . about the hair thing . so i decided to watch the other drama , top on the forbidden city . chinese drama serious . that show i nice ! the guys are good-looking and at least i could understand the show .

than watch football outside with dad . england lost to purtugal )= cheryl must be sad . and brazil lost to france by a goal ?! that is un-believable !!! my hopes in brazil and gone . fuck !

i'm feeling damn fucked up now . somehow i miss him , in some ways . sigh . we haven't been in contact for quite some days . wonder what's going on with him , i do not want to contact him as i don't want him to think i couldn't live without him . now all i could do is wait for him to contact me then ...

love keeps your heart spinning round and round ...