wow . today was such a day ..
i changed my blogskin . how about it ?
i want to make more amendments , i find it too plain though ..

went to school this morning in a tired mode .
reached there . went to classroom (:
than we watched kungfu hustle .
than we got back our report card ):
this is what my results are like .. kill me !

english - A2 70/100 (: *happy happy*
chinese - F9 11.5/100 . hahaha ! nice marks right ?
math's - B4 62/100 ): i was at least expecting a A2 ):
science - F9 35/100 ): congratutions to me .
geography - F9 32/100 . nice ...
literature - F9 16/100 . i didn't bother doing the test (:
home econs - B4 60/100 (:
visual arts - C5 55/100 ): BOO !

remarks : denise is learning to concentrate more in class . she should strive harder for better results .

see ! i'm getting more attentive (: hahaha .
and damn shit la , i tio one DRC talk thing on thursday ):
it is to expose students to the drug situation in singapore , to assist students realise the consequences of drug taking/committing of crimes and to help students character development -.-

everytime got this shit i tio one lor .
luckily desiree also tio . if not i only girl . sian bodoh ~
only for sec 2's . and less than 10 of us only -.-

than was recess . was having a nice gathering with my brothers and sisters (:
i love them like hell la . wengchew son is the best (:
than finish recess . quarrel with that fucking guangwei .
the mother cheebye la he . pubor ~

i from one block shout him pua chee bye damn loud to the other blog .
teacher all see-ing . heck care la . i scold so many time .
he hum ji la he . i want beat he run . knn ~
act simi sud ki ? he fucking pubor . come say me .
than kena call out by julia lim . ask me what happen .
cheebye . he also fucking qiao lor . knn ~ act sudki . puacheebye siols !

than was art . damn boring there . than had teachers day concert .
not bad la , better than last year lor ..
dance is nice . lana sing damn nice siols .

than after school . go smoke with desiree .
went to compass slack awhile . saw jiaying sweety (:
than she went house . took bus to find bee (:
go there . keep disturb him . hahaha .
went home around 4 plus (:

went home , watch tv , fell asleep .
ate pastamania for dinner (:
sentosa-ing tomorrow (:
only me , bee , bee's sister , vanese , yeancheng , kendre , johnathan and jacqueline going can ):

cheryl can't make it cause got work ^@#&#$%@
kailing not confirm ): cause her mummy today bad mood .
and for no reason maomao don't want go ..

i miss bee (: must wake up damn early tomorrow ):
rain rain go away !!!

should i go back to my primary school tomorrow ?

was studying in the afternoon just now ..
than 2 plus went liew lian internet cafe find benji kor ~
he tamade . make my lighter the fire 15cm long ..
cannot adjust back . i almost burn my hair . !!

at there slack , watch youtube . went home at around 5 .
dad's not home yet :) hahaha .

damn lazy to blog .
*prays nothing happen at all* ( secret )

don't know where to go tomorrow ?
miss bee lots .

2 more days (:

i skipped school today (: nowadays school don't interest me ..

was chatting with cheryl on the phone yesterday .
it was damn funny . she say words using short form .
for example . guailan = GL . so i started saying alot of other short forms .
causing her to get irritated , thats my job ain't it ?

this morning woke up . told dad didn't want to go school .
he nag and nag and nag , asking why don't want go ..
than i say very boring ma , he was like , make sure you study at home huh !
i was like orh . than he ask me go back to sleep -.-
ask so much , in the end also no need go . crazy old man !!

woke up . damn bored now ~
bee's sleeping . shall not disturb him ..
bee , i love you !

sort of having cold war now with bee ):

went to school this morning . buy my drink and than morning assembly .
than was reading period , me and georgina ran away . to f block .
go there some upper sec girls there wait for bell ring also .
hahaha . than we sit there wait for time past ... so boring can ~
but next time we know where to hide already (:

first lesson was english . i slept (: only for awhile .. but its good enough ..
mr tay went mad during the start of lesson ..
making us stand so long ... and scolding junrui .
than was PE . had MC , so i was excuse from 2.4km .
than was recess . bloody hell , chase wengchew like siao bodoh !

than we went toilet . ernern changing or something . cannot remember .
i climb from the cubicle beside and peek at her . she screamed !
which attracted the counsellors attention , and ... my DM's attraction ..
she came in and ask who screamed . ernern stepped out .
than i stepped out , i say i tickle her thats why she will scream .
and i stand till damn guailan can . LOL !
than she check our pocket , at that time my phone was in there !!!
but i was smart enough the turn out abit of it and she didn't realise (:

than she asked me to wash away my brows as it was drawn on ..
i walked out of the toilet and she asked me where was i going .
i was like : I NEED TAKE TISSUE ONE RIGHT ... *shouting*
than i went in class . take tissue . she waited for me outside my class .
than when i came out , she was like : wipe it on the sport .
and i said : *shouting* I NEED WATER RIGHT , WHATS YOUR PROBLEM ?
than i walked into the toilet . than she came in .
she asked me and ernern where out wallet is . we said in class .
than she ngiam , say must bring it along with us wherever we go -.-
we speaked back obviously !!! and we just walked out of the toilet .

than was science , i slept .
math , i slept .. mrs tey didn't even bother giving me worksheet !!!
than was history . had history test . hope i pass (:
and we had to change our grouping for history projects .
ernern they all pangseh-ed me . fuck ..
in the end , me , darren and junrui was in a group .
i'm so dead . i think end up i'll be the one doing the work ? haha !

than was literature . had free period . was busy talking with kokhon they all .
bell rang . took cab to kendre mother's house . than we walked to point .
than bee called , so went up to his place with mother .
than awhile later she went downstairs meet johnathan .
he stay at the block opposite of bee's block only can . so near !

at first , me and bee was crapping around and stuff .
next minute , we sort of got into a cold fight ):
cause of small matters . and we didn't talk to each other for like 30 minutes ?
till i went home , while we text message , we were still in cold war ..

sigh , bee , why must things always turn out this way ? why is it we always get into fights over minor stuffs ? i know my attitude plays a huge part in the fights . i know it sucks and i'm fucking small gas and all i know is to scold . but why when i told you to stop making me you still come disturb ? and when i disturb you by hitting your face with pillow you not happy ? i don't understand .. i don't like the fights between us , cause i know they'll led to no good . now , just take it as my bad . i apologise . i'm still waiting for your message . sigh , i love you ...


3 days to sentosa (:
and our one month (:
i love bee , hope he loves me ..




le sigh ...

i'm having a nice conversation with kendre mother .
definately we're having fun . SHE IS MY AHSOH MUMMY !
chatted on the phone with cheryl , kailing and bee last night .
cheryl suddenly got mood swing and hung up ..
and i got pissed off with bee's small gas-ness and i hung up attitude-ly ..
in the end we both also okay :D credits goes to bee's good temper :D
and i swear i don't like bee's kuku boss .
don't give alan dage and maomao off for sentosa. pangsai man he :( may SHIT fall on him !!! just hope they can find ways to make it (:

woke up this morning and headed to school .
i totally freaked out and screamed cause i didn't bring calculator for test !!!
than had our test . i cannot get full marks already :(
its upon 30 . just hope i can at least get 25/30 *prays to the whiz of math*

didn't have assembly . than was recess . okay laaa .
we sit there and chat and laugh .
than was computer studies . i was surfing the net ~
and shireen was telling us she got china porn in her brothers phone . LMAO !
than was chinese . ernern , me and gladys was busy watching the porn . LOL !
its boring one . cause its china one ..
the woman was like talking business over the phone and fucking -.-
and making noises -.- i wonder what the customer is thinking man .

than was geography . i fell asleep . last lesson was literature .
copied corrections and we watched mr and mrs smith ~
till now we have't finish the show . i find the show so cool laaa ~
they got super mega big blast off guns . i wish i had one of those ):
than school finished . find desiree . we chatted with zirong abit .
he's damn idiotic la please . disiao me . i beat him till my hand red .

than me and desiree went to econ wait for bee ~
i let her watch the porn . she watch till kisiao -.- REALLY SIAO ONE !
than bee came , he helped me buy my lovely cigg's and we went to smoke .
than desiree watch the porn again -.- she porn mad la seriously .

than took cab , dropped desiree at her place and went to my place with bee .
went to cybercafe at liew lian kar to find benji korkor ~
he and bee together suan me ): and benji hor , buay ta han him .
so hong . piang eh ! don't deserve to live . LOL !!! i'm so mean !
his favourite line is : got stead can break one mah .
kanasai one can . so mean lor these type of people .
than we talking about money , bee say i don't know how save money .
i really don't know can . than he say next time die already .
our children no money , we bankrupt cause of me .
i was like i got say want marry you meh ? hahaha !
but i want marry bee . cause he is my bee . I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM :DDD

than sit there , smoke and rot with bee . see people play roulette .
so cool laaa ~ benji korkor earn money . but he lost $1600 on soccer ..
poorthing . went home at around 5 plus . bee came up my place awhile .
than he went off cause he's working at night and he want sleep .
i also want sleep . than woke up , eat dinner , studied .

daddy gave me a little scolding today . i tahan lor ..
i don't want argue with him . waste my time .

now bee's working ): i want go message him ~
i think i'm going to study later .
and me and kendre mummy is going mad already !!!
ps : * i'm going to have a ahbeng daddy soon * WEEEEE ~
sit in kopitiam kiao ka ! SIA LAHHHHH !!!
and we go shopping . they drink coffee . WOOHOO ~
i love kendre mother man . she's my bestfriend and mother . I LOVE HER .

and and 4 days to sentosa trip ..
most importantly , 4 DAYS TO ME AND BEE ONE MONTH (:
OH YEAH OH YEAH !

the pictures below were taken on saturday (:

oh , and screw my computer god damn it .. HELL !
i broke promise to bee . i say i quit smoking . in the end i smoke more ): sorry bee , promises ain't meant to be broken , but for this case i broke it . i hope you understand that me without ciggerette = die . you know my smoking habits . and i hope you know how i feel without ciggerette's ..

before turning in for more *yawns*

not use to my hair back huh ?

i hate my family . so many problem .

yesterday went down blk 3 find benji korkor ~
he working at lan shop . than helping him find girl . LOL
he desperate la he ! than help him buy bubble tea . go off to ahma house .
went there . rot . got BBQ .

actually suppose to go bee sister BBQ one , than dad say our family got BBQ . than cannot go . so coincidence one lor ...

than BBQ . huge drama buy tinghao . another drama person in our family ..
than went to smoke . went home . than pack my stuff .
headed over to debbie's place to stay over .
went there . smoke smoke smoke . LOL . than watched discovery channel .
scary can ! than we went to nick's room watch vcd .
than we were hungry . so we ordered macdonal . eat and watched urban legend .
damn nice show . sort of thrilling and scary . than we slept at 3 plus .

today woke up at 1 plus . ate lunch . than 3 plus we headed over to bayshore .
my other house . went swimming . than 6 plus went dinner at different taste ..
than come home . study . i hate my family .

now alot of problem . don't wish to talk about it ..
tomorrow meeting bee :D YAY !

and i'm looking forward to friday . SENTOSA . YAY !!!
HAPPY HAPPY . SENTOSA SENTOSA . LOLLLLL ~
we are having some plans . WOOHOO ! secret secret *

i am so bored . have been studying my ass out just now .
and dad wouldn't let me go to bee's meimei bbq tomorrow .
arghh ! asshole . i go is go few hours only . somemore at hougang ,
so near . you don't let me go . pangsai laaa ~

bee now working his ass off ): i miss him .
conference with kailing and cheryl just now .
suan cheryl till siao sia . i'm so bored .
i want go download song and eat pancake ! byebye ~

i'm so bored that i decided to blog .
currently at bee's house . he look like girl ! WOOHOO ~
went to school today . vice-principle over there ngiam ngiam ngiam -.-
how boring . and that stupid angelia and gladys don't want pei me buy bread .
was so damn angry that time luhhhhh ~

first lesson was science . had some test . must draw don't know what .
i'm seriously going to flunk it so badly . i didn't draw anything lor ..
and my science ca2 got f9 . what the ? stupid science , so difficult ..

than was english . suppose to do some comprehension .
the passage was 3 pages long can . i didn't get a single thing what it was saying .
than was recess . junming got santa claus stomach can . so funny .
and he can gek till got nehneh ! WOOHOO ~ sexy laaa ~

than was geography , i was trying my best of the best to pay attention .
but i couldn't . i think my attention spam is like bad like hell ?
than was CT&PC . we did math practice . cause monday got test .
all on algebra . WOOHOO ! i want to get full marks :D
mrs tey say my math ca2 get 60 plus . sad . although pass .
i seriously planned to ger much more better marks .
so i aim to do well for monday's test . to pull my marks up (:
i went around teaching people algebra (: i feel happy and proud laaa ~

than school was over . went to smoke with desiree first ~
than ziying and emily came . than daniel they all . talking about the case .
so stupid la that type of people . -.- LOL !

than dropped desiree at plaza and took cab to bee's .
i keep suan him (: weeees ~
and he look like girl , cause he took out his piercings . LOL !
sian ah sian ~ dad's home . how sad la seriously . i'm so bored...

looking forward to sentosa trip (: YAY-NESS .
byebye people =D i want go smoke . going home soon too ):

I LOVE BEE (: that girl oops =x hahaha . and bee fell asleep . going to wake him up (:

i alsmost forgot .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON BAOBEI BESTEST DADDY :D
hope you're fine now ..
although seldom contact . hope you score well for o's .
and bring me out !! sweet 16th birthday yeah daddy .
i love you !!! forever my bestest daddy :D

YAY . my sim card is being activated back . thank heaven .
and the medicine is making my head loopy . how nice .
going to bee's tomorrow , but only for while .
dad's going to be home =( what a tragic news ..


* i seriously don't get what some people are thinking . they claim they love someone . than next day they avoid the person and love someone else ? it's like wierd ? seriously , i hate people like these . especially if that someone the person likes my friend and hurt him/her . i swear i won't really talk to that bitch/bastard . i'm just irritated now . my mind is full of hatred . i don't understand why people think this way seriously .. god , help them .

and to cheryl lee xue li - can you confirm with your mummy ? i want theFOURS to be at sentosa . hello ? please don't spoil my plans . if not i'll sure to murder you for christ sake !

i miss bee =( cannot message him as he's working . sad ..

i'm trying to wake bee up but it failed umpteem times !
and dad's home . and tomorrow he'll be too . bad day =(
i'm sick . came back from the doctors ...
i've got slight fever too . but who cares ?

hopefully bee wakes up soon or he'll be late in meeting maomao .
i miss that asshole bee =(

my damn sim card is blocked la .
due to my itchy hands anyhow pressing my phone ..
now i cannot even use my phone cause the damn sim card blocked !
i have to change the card ! only friday or saturday will receive !
what the fuck ! okay , i am suffering without a phone .
i cried last night because of it and dad laughed at me !!!

i didn't went to school this morning cause i was lazy and sick .
and i'm talking to bee on the phone , he's mad .
he's making all type of stupid noises . he's kuku already !

very difficult without phone ah !
will friday or saturday quick come !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST YIFENG DAUGHTER !
14 years old already yeah ? all the best to you alright (:
although we ain't as close as we were last time ,
you'll always have a special place in my heart (:
i love you my dearest daughter :D happy birthday !
i owe you a prezzie (: remind me about that babe ..


tomorrow is my dearest jason daddy's birthday !!!
daddy ! happy birthday in advance (: just another 1 hour 47min (:
daddy , happy 16th birthday this year :D
you never call me out le ): i owe you a celebration !
i love you daddy !!! although we bit don't care me already .
but you're still my bestest daddy ever !!!


soon my dearest chow zhi ting's birthday coming =)
so is xiaolong korkor (:

to that fucking asshole * you fucking disgust me !
don't be so desperate please !! you're damn sick in the head .
please , go find someone who is as desperate as you for heaven's sake !


i miss bee alot =(

i had pizza last night for supper before heading to bed =DD

went to school this morning . miss teo ask me for SIT .
say alot of thing . she's damn funny . she's a nice teacher :D

first lesson was english . did some detective CSI game ..
than was PE . we had our 2.4km run today :D
me , jeanette , georgina , derrick , yangzhi , zhilong and samuel walked all the way !

we created new timing . 2.4km . we took 30 plus min - 40 plus min .
than when was recess we run ! LOL !

than after that was science , i was sleeping . than was math .
i was also sleeping . sleep halfway , brandon wake me up ..
say derrick looking for me . than was talking to brandon they all in class .
than was history . than was literature . after school ,
went to smoke with desiree , went there , so many people smoking also ? LOL !
than tonbang her take cab to her place than headed to bee's place .
i went there i seh sia , cause smoke the don't know what .
not ciggerette . is another thing . don't know what . seh like mad .
went bee place , i sleep cause i couldn't take it .
bee went point buy food . he come back . i feeling better .
he buy bubble tea and you tiao for me :DD and we watched final fantasy don't know what .

damn nice la the show . the cloud damn handsome :D hahaha .
than bee complain to me about his kuku boss again -.-
than he fell asleep cause he was damn tired . can see .
somemore he sick =( poorthing can !!!
than 5 plus took cab to my place . he got pom pipi at liew lian ~
hahaha . tomorrow also got . tomorrow is 'eat table' ..
i fell asleep .

1st september should be going to sentosa with my dearest theFOURS :DD
hope bee could come along ? hees :D
tomorrow going singapore poly after school for school excursion -.-
boring like hell lor ~

i miss bee :(((

bee kept complaining to me about his boss -.- LOL !!!

yesterday night talk with him on the phone . damn funny !
he talk so much crap , and was complaining about his boss -.-
the boss is call KK :D hahaha .

today wake up . go school . i actually don't want eat breakfast ..
in the end , i also eat -.- hahaha .
than morning got hair check . o.O i didn't get caught ..

than had english composition test ~ i hope i would pass !!!
than was assembly . it was so fucking boring for heaven's sake ..
principle was talking all the way , it was heavenly hell boring lor ..
than she ask me pin up fringe -.- so many people catch she catch me ..

than was recess . than next lesson was computer studies .
we were practically combing our hair all the way -.-
than was chinese . i was sleeping and listening song ,
i wake up got miss call . mummy call me !!! than i call back ..

me : mum , you call me ?
mum : yes , how are you ?
me : mum , i'm in school !!!
mum : oh ok , but how are you ?
me : i in school ! cannot talk !!!
mum : oh !! i call you later !!

she very funny the tone she speak . haha . than was geography .
i stoned there for 1 hours -.- than was literature .
teacher no come , ernern we all were playing some retarded thing .
we laugh like mad la . OMG !!! it was damn funny .

finished school , met bee at econ . waited for siokyee mei they all ~
sian la , tomorrow maybe got tai ji -.- why must i get involved ?
nevermind ... i try not to say much can already :)

than took 88 back to bee's house . he want sleep . i keep disturb him :)
thanks to me , he got not enough sleep ! hahaha .
than i eat chocolate and cracker there :) bee keep saying i fatass !
than 530 like that took cab with bee to my house here .
go buy bubble tea .. than i went home , he stayed there cause he 'eat table' there .

so near lor , wanted go down meet him , daddy will nag ..
than eat , studied , bee actually no work today .
he say his kuku boss ask him go work with macpherson with alan .
hahaha . than maomao alone at balestier .
bee keep complain lor ... buay ta han !!! hahaha . sad , now he working .
somemore bee not enough sleep :( nevermind . hope he got energy !
confirm go there play with alan only . two tall but small kids inside !!!
hahaha !!! i'm so bored now .

miss bee alot !! maucks ~ see-ing him tomorrow :)

okay people . it's time to blog .

vanese came over at around 12 plus :DD after asking her to pangseh her stead :D
tell me i'm mean . but i don't care lor . sister day okay :DD

we slacked at my place while and around 1 plus took cab to hougang point .
went there . saw dear's sister . LOL ! she hug me la , she's so cute . !
hahaha . than went to buy throat smoother for dear . we bought sushi !
than we walked over to dear's place . vanese keep talking to stead !
and she damn abused me la , pinch my face and thigh . mama pondeh !
than dear change , he walked to point me and vanese took cab to hougang mall ~
than went there , saw darren and keith , so paiseh can . i dance para they see -.-
than saw darius , as usual , whack him . ahaha :DD
than yeancheng came , we went dance para again -.- fail like mad la .
the machine lao pok one !! than me and vanese bought vodka and breezer :DD
yeancheng went back , me and vanese went back to my place ..

i can swear to heaven !!
my liqour skills sucked and vanese's rocked ( she ask me type one !)
i drink bit , my face red and i was damn giddy . oh man , i sucked !
than i slept for awhile . woke up , 6 plus we went liew lian had our dinner :D
i couldn't walk properly cause i was damn giddy . i really couldn't walk !
than dear was like so worried that he wanted to come down . he siao one =x

eat eat eat , there's this person working at the cai peng stall .
keep looking at vanese , like want rape her , so scary laaaa ~
than we eat and talk , than smoke , than went to econ buy sweet .
we walking back , liew lian there got one bunch of guys ask us go over -.-
we ignored them la , retarded's . later we go there they rape us how !!! hahaha .

than went to playground while and went back home .
dear say i worried him alot . o.O sorry baby !
he sent message saying : i dumb dumb ? you worry the hell out of me you know ? i was damn worry just now .. next time don't like that please .. want drink can .. when i'm around . please . okay ?

hahaha . he's so caring la ~ love him like hell ~
you silly idiot asshole :DDD


where's cheryl lee ?!?!
yeancheng , vanese , denise .
me and yc ..
she kiss me . eeeeee ~ =x
vanese ng hui lin :DD

suddenly i feel like blogging about how i feel about some people in my life . LOL

cheryl lee xue li - you fucking biatch ! hahaha . thanks for being there for me all the time yeah ^^ we'll be sisters forever ..

chris korkor - thanks for helping me always keep me buy ciggarette's !!!

denny korkor - i feel we not as close as last time already =( last time you treat me very good , i was your baobei meimei . you got message me everything one . good night messages and all . and you call me and stuff . now ? you treat me as though i'm not in your life already . perhaps to you , i'm just someone that pass by . i miss those times when we chat so much kor , but now , everything change le , you care about other people more than you care about me . you don't treat me as your baobei mei le :( sigh , maybe you really don't care ba ? but you're forever my baobei bestest korkor i ever had .. but to you , i'm not le ..

chen ern ern - i love you man ! sorry for beating you sometimes till you pain . hahaha .

georgina tan li ying - thanks for being there for me all the way ! work hard with you and darren's football team !

gladys khong zhi xuan - you're forever my bestie :D

jason daddy - we also not as close as last time le , you and denny together don't care about me alr .. but you're forever my bestest daddy :(

kendre mummy - mummy , we've been mummy and nuer quite some time le , thanks for always being there for me and so steady ! hope next year you can come back to school and we'll be in the same class yeah ? i miss those times when you were still in school . always slacking around after school , getting into trouble together , smoking and stuff . i want you back in uniform ok mummy !

lewis - thanks for always being there too ! thanks for helping me solve my troubles and thanks for letting me confide them in you . you're forever my bestie !

liling jiemei - thanks for being there for me too ! love ya !

shanling dearie - i love you like hell ! i miss times we spend together ! always hanging around . i love bitching with you . i miss our night phone chats ! i miss times when we confide in each other . looks like now we both continue our own lives . but those days of sistership will never be forgotten . i love you forever my dearie .

shireen - i love you too you idiot =x

vanese nehnehpok - girl , be more guai ok ? we'll forever be sisters . although i always give you attitude and scold you . i don't want see the bad side of you okay ? forever sisters . since we were primary 5 :DD

wengchew erzi - son , i love you man ! my best son ever . no more pei mummy smoke le ! cause you quit . sian liao lor hor ? hahaha .

yeancheng darling - girl , although we quarrel often , i know you'll forever be there for me . guai guai yeah . don't run away from home le ..

and lastly . ONG WEILUN - i fucking love you i tell you , so you better fucking love me too ! hahaha .


this entry is stupid . but i want to tell how i feel about certain people !!!
i'm going to rot already . byebye !!! lastly , I LOVE ONG WEILUN :DDD

me and pearlyn mummy :DD
yucks .
i look freakingly fat and ugly .

baby busy till no message receive =(
not use to it man , my phone so silent .
i miss him so much !!! BOOOOOOOOOOO ~



the time i knew you , i didn't expect we'll be together .
the day you asked me to be your baby forever , i was surprised .
i wasn't sure if i was sure about it ..
but as the days pass , the way you treat me ..
i knew you were the one for me , the one who could always be there ..
be by my side under all circumstances ..
baby , i really love you , although it's a short period of time we're together .
the days felt like years , i love times when you call me darling and baby ..
i love times when you ang gugu me :D it love those hugs and kisses .
times when you tickle me till i cry and give you attitude . i'm sorry :D
times when we totally slack like hell and smoke our lives away ..
the first movie we watched together was CLICK which made us tear =D
you feeding me popcorn and holding my hand real tight as i was cold .
the day we sang like hell in kbox . was the part i enjoyed the most .
the songs we sang together , are forever in my mind .. your voice ...
times when i disturb and scold and kick and beat you .
times when you keep pinching my face and making my foundation gone !!
the days when you pick me up from school ..
everything we did together , things you say to me , things that you do .
i will forever remember clearly in my mind ..
baby , you found your way into my heart , please don't find your way out !
i love you for who you are , and how you are ..
dear , i want you to treat me like how you always do forever .
your sweet mouth , your actions . your hugs and kisses .
i want to receive them forever . just to let you know , how much i love you .
maucks ~ 010806 . was the day i met you .. and never want to leave you ..

I , DENISE TONG , LOVE ONG WEI LUN .. forever

went to cousin's house at 4 plus in the afternoon .
i rot-ed there . like hell ! luckily dear messaging me .
and my dearest sisters are still there for me .

hope my dearest the fours get back together like last time :D
its been a long time since we four met up together =(
everyone is busy with their own thing .
each of us only spends time with our stead .
hardly had sister time already =( hope we can return to last time :D
wa chatting alot of crap with vanese and cheryl on the phone :D
we keep suan cheryl . hahaha . small girl =x

than 7 like that went to kovan with alec , debbie and nick eat KFC .
some stupid siao lians eh over there keep stare at me -.-
i got offend them meh ? LOL ! i don't even bother them la .
stupid small lians . grow up please ?

ate KFC . i was so full la . i will never fulfil my diet .
than alec helped me buy cigg's . than we smoke and walk @ pasar malam .
than took cab back . i'm home now .

and i swear dad's barking like a fucking dog !!
hopefully tomorrow going wild wild wet .
and i'll be see-ing vanese tomorrow too !
its so long since she came over man , YAY !

and maybe meet dear while tomorrow .
he at my house here 'eat table' ..
downstairs only :D so should be able to meet him awhile :D
i so miss him . he's now working his ass off =(
hope he's not tired yeah . byebye people ^^

i just fucking had a fucking big arguement with my fucking dad .
he says i'm un-reasonable , i may be , but i can't beat him !
he keep scold me just because i didn't put in effort in my studies .
like as though he did last time ?

and he keeps complaining say i mix with lians and bengs .
what the ? it's like he does that too la !
all his ah bang ah dey all lao bengs and lians .
he come complain me ! last time he young i think he's worse then me la !
get expelled from school , smoke , fight , put tattoo .
its all in the genes ain't it you mother fucker !

and he keeps scolding me vulgar la .
i ask him can stop scolding not ..
i was like : SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD . you only know how to scold people than people cannot scold you ! fucker , you don't know how to talk properly only know how to use vulgar and settle thing .

than he continue scolding me and took my phone ! OH FUCKER .
in the end i managed to steal it back , FUCK HIM MAN !

he's such a fucker bye ! mummy keep ask me tahan only -.-
DAD , IF U EVER SEE MY BLOG !
CAN YOU FUCKING HELL CHANGE YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE !!!
IT STINKS LIKE FUCK , THATS WHY I TURNED OUT THIS WAY TOO !
DON'T KEEP BLAME ME AS THOUGH EVERYTHING IS I AM IN THE WRONG ..
YOU TOO ARE FUCKING IN THE WRONG OKAY ! AS MY FATHER YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO TEACH ME THE RIGHT STUFF , BUT IT SEEMS LIKE ALL YOU TAUGHT ME WAS ALL THE BAD STUFF . THAT WAS WHY I TURNED OUT THIS WAY . FUCKING BLAME YOURSELF ! ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT , NOT MINE . DON'T BLAME ME ! I DIDN'T CONTROL MY OWN LIFE , YOU DID ! AND ITS NOT SAY I DON'T STUDY ! I DO OKAY , IF I DON'T BOTHER ABOUT MY STUDIES I WOULD FUCKING JUST DON'T BOTHER EVEN GOING TO SCHOOL ! YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO COMMENT ABOUT ME AND SCOLD ME , WHAT DID YOU EVER DO TO HELP ME ? I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU GOT STUDY WITH ME , BUT WHATS THE FUCKING USE WHEN ALWAYS YOU TEACH ME , YOU'LL FUCKING SCOLD ME UPSIDE DOWN . AND END UP , YOU LOSE YOUR TEMPER AND I GET THE BLAME . IT IS YOU YOURSELF TO AGITATED YOURSELF ! NOT MY FUCKING FAULT . I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING , YOUR FUCKING TEMPER IS CONTROLLED BY YOU ! DON'T KEEP BLAMING AND SCOLDING ME . ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO SCOLD ME IS CHEEBYE , FUCKING BITCH , CHEAP SLUT AND PUA CHEE BYE . WHATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM ? I DOUBT OTHER FATHERS SCOLD THEIR DAUGHTER THIS WAY ! I WONDER IS IT YOU PICK ME UP FROM DUSTBIN !! I WANT A HAPPY AND LOVING FAMILY , NOT ONE THAT I DON'T WANT TO FACE EVERYDAY . NOW I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU SCOLD AND COMMENT ABOUT ME . I'LL PRETEND I NEVER HAD A FATHER LIKE YOU , YOU BEING HERE IS AS GOOD AS YOU ARE NOT BEING HERE . FUCK YOU BAD !!!

I HATE THE FUCK OUT OF YOU !

i'm damn sleepy . my eyes are like on the verge of closing so badly !!!

went to school this morning , busy listening to songs ..
nice songs like 蔡依林's - mr Q , 蔡依林's - 假装 . and others . nice :D
first lesson was science , i was sleeping . there was science test .
i didn't even know if i did the test or not =x hopefully i did .
than was english , we did expository writing , which i hate so much !

than was recess . than was geography , i managed to sleep bit :D
than was CT&PC . me , ernern , gladys , shireen , angelia and helena were talking about pervertic stuffs . LOL . i forgot who started the topic . it was damn funny that we were laughing our socks out !!!

than junrui's head was sprained and was twisted to one side . it was damn funny man ! than i quarrelled with the teacher . whatever la seriously . she cannot win me =p

finished school , took a cab down to dear's place :D i miss him so much ! he's mouth smelt of durian + saltwater + chocolate . LOL !!! than we watched vcd . than when i smoking i accidentally burnt his hand , TWICE ! haha . sorry dear !!! than i fell asleep but was woken up by him !!! went back around 5 plus .

now dear working :( sad . i miss him so much .. still waiting for his message , hope he never work till so tiring .. i miss him i miss him ! maucks ~


he's the one that complete's my life ...

i have reached 50kg . OMG OMG OMG . stupid buffet !
i'm going on diet , ain't eating or drinking anything but water .
i want to be 42kg at least man ...

went to school this morning . first lesson was math .
i was sleeping :) than was art . busy drawing my lemon ..
than was recess , bought fries and wedges and brought back to class eat .
than was science , i was doing math instead :) must practice algebra .
than was chinese , i slept all the way till english . which is last period .
so i slept about 3 hours plus :) free period some more english ~
the whole class so noisy , khairul they all playing slapping game .
tar yee cry -.- LOL i took down a video toooo xDD

finished school , went to smoke with derrick and yongzhen first .
than went to compass . meet dear and cheryl . than we went to eat .
after that went back to my place . dear say i fat ! say cheryl too skinny .
no no good . than dear buy rojak for us . than he keep disturb cheryl .
damn funny la . than around 6 dear went back . i went home change .
cheryl went home . around 7 went to dinner at some hotel . buffet :D
the food there was damn good man , but it caused me to gain weight :(
there got chocolate fountain ! its damn nice , i'm going to bring dear there .
hahaha . since he claims he loves chocolates . than went home at 9 plus .
my whole family's stomach was damn full ! dad even un-zip his jeans . LOL !!!

now waiting for dear sent me song :) quick quick .
i love him like i never loved before ...

chocolate fountain ..for you to dis marshmellows , bicuits and fruits :)
these are damn good !

i miss dear's singing :( le sigh ...

i'm like so not in the mood now . fucking shithead ..
i don't even have the mood to message dear now , sigh ...
seriously la , i hate this types of rumours lor , fucking hell , i hate this world man , i'm seriously going to break down :(((((

i woke up this morning . headed to school .
lessons and stuff , whatever la , fuck .
after school walked to compass with liangrong , brandon , jeanette and gregory .
i then took cab to dear house . the damn taxi driver deaf one .
i tell him ave 9 he say i tell him ave 1 -.- go one big round .

reached dear house , i sort of gave attitude also .. sorry ..
went home at around 6 . was told stuff by dear and alan .


FUCK SPIDER LA , YOU WANT TO SAY MY RUMOURS COME INFRONT OF ME AND SAY LA , GO SPREAD STUFF THAT AIN'T REAL TO LET EVERYONE KNOW IS IT ? DON'T SPOIL MY MIA SIA LA . IF YOU ALL WANT SAY THING COME SAY IN FRONT OF ME . I JUST WANT TO FUCKING KNOW WHO SPREAD ALL THIS STUFF MAN . GOT THE GUTS ? SAY LA ... !!!


and dear , please , next time don't keep things from me will you ? i really don't like it . sigh , i love you ..


pardon me , today's post sucked . today ain't my day . i'm going to do some thinking . my mind is bizarre . stupid people go spread . fuck . i really got to chill man . how i wish dear was here ... could hug him so tight . sigh .. now i don't even have the mood to message him :((((((( and exams are in 4 weeks time . someone , seriously , end my life ? it sucks ...

i think i ate shampoo , i feel a shampoo-ey taste in my mouth !!!
and i'm dying :( daddy and mummy says i'm a wimp !

went to school today . didn't had the mood . as i love my bed !
and i received a real sweet and long message from dear as i woke up :DDDDD

today during morning assembly , vice-principle was saying that last friday in compass point our school boy got whacked by some guys that claim they were from secret society's -.- okay , seriously , i've no comments , even if you're in a secret society , do not have to flaunt it right ? you're only whacking the person what , flaunt for what ? tsktsk ..

and 2 sec 1 guys got canned for vandalising -.-
than first lesson was english , i was literally SO DAMN bored , but i managed to catch a wink of sleep without my teacher noticing :D

than was PE . the guys had 2.4km run and the girls one was postponed to next week !
thank god . we were see-ing all the guys run . was damn funny ..
than was recess , than was science , i was totally like dead .
i was sleeping . next lesson was math and i didn't wake up science lessons , so i slept for a continuos 1 hour plus and was woken up by ernern's laughter !! and i was a good girl and did my math work :D

than was history , i was paying attention :D
than was literature , had relief teacher but still had work .
than school was over :D but sadly i had to stayback for my chinese oral :(

i seriously think i'm going to flunk it like hell !
in the passage right , i skipped about 4/5 of the passage words as i don't know how to read them . the teacher was like very bu shuang , saying i can go already .

than finished at around 330 . went back to serangoon ..
waited for chris kor , he helped me buy my cigg's . than went home :)
went home , did my work , watched bit of tv , ate dinner and studied .
at around 930 went jogging with daddy . gosh , we jog like 1.6km . only ..
but i was dying la , i walked like 3/4 of it . LOL !
thats why daddy and mummy says i'm a wimp :( i better exercise more man !
i want to be slimmer .
SLIM GOD , MAKE ME SLIMMER WOULD YOU ?!

i worried dear like hell lots today .
when i was studying , bathing and jogging .
i didn't reply his messages of answer his calls . as my phone was on silent .
he was like so worried , i received 10++ miss calls .
sorry dear , today make you almost want cry ! :(
no more next time okay ? I LOVE YOU LA SILLY ^^

going to see dear tomorrow ^^ triple YAYSx3

i promise to be by your side forever ...
clinging on the you and never letting goooo ...




AND TO THE PERSON WHO ACT AS MY DEAR ON THE TAG BOARD . KILL YOURSELF WOULD YOU ? THE ONE THAT TAGGED ON 15/08/06 20.17PM ! YOU CHEEBYE , DON'T BE SO SMALL KID AND PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE ELSE LA . YOU GOT NO ONE TO LOVE THATS WHY YOU LIKE THAT IS IT ? PLEASE GO FIND SOMEONE AS RETARDED AND LAME SHIT AND CHILDISH LIKE YOUR OWN . YOU MAMA PONDEH . IF YOU EVER ACT AS SOMEONE I KNOW AGAIN I FUCKING SWEAR I'LL CHECK YOU DOWN AND STAB YOU LIKE HELL LA . FUCKER . GET A LIFE FOR HEAVENS SAKE . DON'T BE A LAMER . YOU MAKE ME GO ROFL ! CAUSE YOU'VE GOT NO NAME , NO LIFE , WORSTLY , NO BRAINS ! SO WHY NOT AS LEAST GET A DOGGY LIFE MAN ? SUCKER . FUCK OFF FROM MY SIGHT . MY HEAVEN BLESS YOUR RETARDED-NESS PLEASE _l_

i miss baby like damn much la :(

yesterday slept at around 1 plus i think ?
was talking to baby on the phone , with my dearest kailing toooo ~
hope she and maomao together :D hahaha ..

today woke up at 6 as usual and headed to school ..
we had permanent fixed classrooms :(
had our literature test . oh well , i was so sleepy , i didn't bother doing it .
and left it all blank :D i'm like so smart damn ...

had assembly in the canteen -.- we sat on the floor . LOL !
this artist from walt disney or whatever came and teach us how to draw .
i know how to draw bubbles from powerpuff girls and spongebob squarepants !
than was recess . than was computer studies , we were totally surfing the net .
than was chinese , i didn't bother what mdm toh was saying la . who cares seriously ?

than was geography , i was busy tying my hair as i was bored .
than was literature , had relief teacher , i was sleeping :)
finished school at 2pm . went home to change and headed to dear's place :)
went there , i straight lie on bed and fell asleep .
than my dad called and woke me up ! than i cannot sleep already .
after that i fell asleep again , and don't know how i woke up . LOL !
i keep disturbing dear , hahaha . i love him like hell man ~

than he outside eat , i outside smoke . LOL ~ watched tv .
and went home at 615 :D i love dear like so much can . he's mine !!
all girls , please , go away ! :DDDDDDD

went home , ate dinner .
my whole family including uncle and aunt was figuring out how to solve math sums .
LOL !

i've got chinese oral tomorrow + 2.4km nafta run ~
people , wish me luck , i am sure i'll fail in both !!!
can't meet dear tomorrow :( BOO !

I LOVE ONG WEILUN :)

damn blogger . i still got only one more picture to upload !
cannot upload already :( its one of the nicest pictures with dear some more !!!

yesterday woke up around 9 plus . prepared and left home at around 1020am ~
cabbed to dear's place . once reach his door step i started laughing .
he look like girl girl ! hahaha . i help him do his stupid hair ~
than i don't know for what pangsai he go paint his nails . siao peh ~
than dear help me straighten hair :) his skills , ok la , but mine better :D

left his place around 12 plus ? meet maomao at 681 there i think ~
they eat , i see them , i not hungry ma . than after eat took 161 to hougang .
than took mrt to town :) saw jieyi at hougang mrt :)
dear say i took like auntie when i using head piece :( i'm younger then him okay !
than he help me hold bag , look like girl :) but so cute la he .

reached town , went to cine . buy tickets for click ..
while waiting for time to pass , we literally slacked at the movie screening there .
and to make time pass , we took pictures :) took alot with dear .
first time i take so much pictures with stead . he better be honoured la !
than went to buy popcorn and stuff and we went to watch click :)
the show is damn good man . 5/5 popcorns !!! its damn cold in the theatre also !
the show the beginning is damn funny , the ending is fucking sad .
even me and dear teared bit la . it's damn a good show , everyone should watch it !

after watching , went down , saw charmain , arshia they all :)
than went to long john outside there , saw eric korkor and joanna jiejie ~
then dear went to buy cigg's . i wait at longjohn .
than chloe jie , pearlyn mummy , chantel aunty , meixue and liling jiemei came :)
took some snap pictures with pearlyn mummy :) than liling acc me find dear .
than she went off . dear and i wait for maomao , while waiting , we took pictures !
than we walked to heeren . walk one round , we were damn bored la .

than decided to back cine . see if got other nice movie . don't have .
than he decided sing kbox :) actually i damn shy , i tell them i don't want sing .
in the end , i sing like mad :)

i tell you man , DEAR'S VOICE IS DAMN LIKE JAY CHOU ! really alike lor ..
and sing quite alot of songs with dear also :) i still remember ...
our first couple song sung together is shan hu hai , i bet he forget !!!
had alot of fun inside , cheered , sing like mad , crapped , laugh ..
i made fun of dear cause jay chou the wai po song , the mv inside got the ahma .
the eyes as small as dear . i laugh like mad la . damn funny ! hahaha ...

enjoyed so much can :) than we left there around 8 plus .
met jiajia airen awhile :) finally we got fate to see each other !!
than met andrea awhile , i managed to smack her butt ^^
than we went off . dear sent me home , and on the way home , i small gas :(
sorry dear :( i love you !!
and we saw LUCIFY !!! some of the members only , dear can be friends with them .
hair pattern almost the same one can . and they keep staring at dear -.-

than went home , quarreled with dad that bastard again !!!
dear told me some things , sorry sorry !! hais . no more next time okay !
I LOVE YOU :D maucks !

got to go prepare , my whole family is going to science center today -.-
I MISS DEAR ALOT :( see-ing him tomorrow .. maucks :)
enjoy the pictures :) dear looked damn handsome . haha .
forever handsome la he :) i'm going to change all my friendster pictures ..
to only me and dear .. when i get back i'll do it .
going science center already -.- till then ...


dear hair very messy can !




me , dear and maomao :)
look alike ? couple look okay !!!
dear damn look like girl here !!


dear inside this picture fucking handsome la ~



we smile with teeth !!


i LOVE this picture !



i love this asshole :)

so crap la , so many retarded's out there spamming the blog .
come on , you want tag at least tag something decent la ...
tag all the akipalia thing come out %#&^#$ bloody mama pondeh's !
please , all please move your big butt away from my blog !!!

went to school today xD
dear damn funny , he message me say wake up le , i reply he fell back to sleep -.-
today so boring in school . first lesson science .
had don't know some potato experiment -.- so lame can ..

than was english . like free period cause mr tay was handling the drama thing .
than was recess , than was geography , i was copying notes xD good girl .
than was CT&PC . ernern we all late for class ..
so suay somemore , vice-principle stand outside our class .
we anyhow make up one reason , she no scold . she's nice laaaa ~
than finally bell rang ..

went out of school with desiree cause she want go smoke ..
dear fetch me again :D met him at econ . ask him help my buy cigg's ..
went to smoke , than me and dear walk to bus-stop . want take bus to my place .
and he , this big master , lazy wait , so in the end take cab -.-
went my place , put my bag at home first , go liew lian there eat .
than at fitness nua-ed ! totally slack like mad , smoke only . LOL !

than went up my there , show him my baby photo's . he say i like boy !
stupid . than alan came over at around 4 . at downstairs slack like mad .
alan damn retarded please . damn funny la .
his mind really change very very fast one can ? LOL !
alan say i become fat le :( sad la . dear also keep call me fatass :(
I WANT FUCKING DIET ALREADY LA . ALL SAY I FAT . DIE DIE DIE !!! :(
than went up my place there , help alan photo-copy his IC .
i tell you , his IC so FUCKING don't look like him ,
i see already , i laugh for 5 minutes . they all say i siao :(
BUT IT WAS SERIOUSLY DAMN FUCKING FUNNY LA .

than photocopy , they all use toilet , alan go sit my swing . LOL
than 6 they went don't know where . i go home :)
studied and eat dinner . I WANT A SCV IN MY ROOM !
not fair , there's one in the living room and daddy's room . NONE IN MIND :(
daddy say he will only put during holidays :( SAD CASE ..

going to town tomorrow with dear :)
he say he will bully me :( i see who bully who =p
who going town ring me up :) could meet up for while :)


I LOVE YOU DEAR .
YOU FUCKING NO ASS . HAHAHA =x

fucking blogger . so damn difficult to upload pictures ...
and fucking cheryl , still haven't wake up ...

and yesterday right ? damn daddy and my maid like hell damn it ..
they lost one of my favourite tube tops and didn't bother to tell me about it ..
till yesterday , i found out it was missing then i asked them ..

and stupid asshole dear , bullied me yesterday on the phone :(
keep call me fatass . better than him , no ass . stupid tall giant !
than when i was tired , he say i must say what he say than can sleep .
so i was a good girl and said it . this was how it went ...

dear : bye darling
me : bye dear
dear : good night darling
me : good night dear ( laugh laugh laugh )
dear : cannot cannot , you laugh , not counted . again again !
me : wahlau ...
dear : bye darling
me : bye dear ( laugh like mad )
dear : you laugh again ! not counted , start again ..
me : i want sleep one la , you cheebye !
dear : don't scold me vulgar .
me : quick laaaa , i want sleep !!!
dear : bye darling
me : bye dear
dear : good night darling
me : good night dear
dear : love you darling
me : love you dear
dear : miss you darling
me : miss you ( laugh laugh laugh )
dear : NOT COUNTED NOT COUNTED .
me : pua chee bye ! i want sleepppp !!!!!!
dear : bye darling
me : bye dear
dear : good night darling
me : good night dear
dear : love you darling
me : love you dear
dear : miss you darling
me : miss you dear .
me : YES YES ! finish le :)
dear : wait , still got ..
me : wahlau ! i want sleep !
dear : maucks ... maucks ... maucks ...
me : mauck . mauck . mauck
dear : cannot , too fast le , again ...
me : maucks ... maucks ... maucks ...
me : ok le ? good night . love you . byebye !!!
dear : ok la ok la , love you . byebye ( laughs )

he was so mean la , wasted 5 minute's of my beautiful sleeping time !!!
going out to town with dear on saturday :) watch click :)




we both look so retarded please


fireworks from my place ..