i'm like so not in the mood now . fucking shithead ..
i don't even have the mood to message dear now , sigh ...
seriously la , i hate this types of rumours lor , fucking hell , i hate this world man , i'm seriously going to break down :(((((

i woke up this morning . headed to school .
lessons and stuff , whatever la , fuck .
after school walked to compass with liangrong , brandon , jeanette and gregory .
i then took cab to dear house . the damn taxi driver deaf one .
i tell him ave 9 he say i tell him ave 1 -.- go one big round .

reached dear house , i sort of gave attitude also .. sorry ..
went home at around 6 . was told stuff by dear and alan .


FUCK SPIDER LA , YOU WANT TO SAY MY RUMOURS COME INFRONT OF ME AND SAY LA , GO SPREAD STUFF THAT AIN'T REAL TO LET EVERYONE KNOW IS IT ? DON'T SPOIL MY MIA SIA LA . IF YOU ALL WANT SAY THING COME SAY IN FRONT OF ME . I JUST WANT TO FUCKING KNOW WHO SPREAD ALL THIS STUFF MAN . GOT THE GUTS ? SAY LA ... !!!


and dear , please , next time don't keep things from me will you ? i really don't like it . sigh , i love you ..


pardon me , today's post sucked . today ain't my day . i'm going to do some thinking . my mind is bizarre . stupid people go spread . fuck . i really got to chill man . how i wish dear was here ... could hug him so tight . sigh .. now i don't even have the mood to message him :((((((( and exams are in 4 weeks time . someone , seriously , end my life ? it sucks ...