i'm so bored . didn't go to school today (:


i remember those times when you tell you love me darling .
every single minute we spent together , meant so much ..

recalling the time when i just knew you .
we called each other baby . and you kept ang gu gu - ing me .
the first time i went to find you . i kept bullying you .
beating you till your chest was red .
when i went home , you asked me to be your girlfriend .
i wasn't sure about it , but was willing to give a try .
i still remember that message clearly in my mind (:
you asked me to be your baby forever =D
i told you about my freedom issue .
you said you want to love me , not love my freedom baby .

the first day i met you as a boyfriend .
we met at compass , along with alan .
we went to your place as well . you were a great boyfriend (:

our first outing together was to town (:
more specific , cine .. i went to your place in the morning .
watching you prepare yourself , and you watching me preparing .
did each other's hair . were such pleasant memories .

met maomao along . and went to town (:
our madness picture taking session (:
and our first movie together , click (:
feeding each other popcorn , finding the sweet one desperately .
tearing a little bit at the end of the show . sweetness -

going to kbox . was the first time going with a boyfriend .
singing songs together (: those times i really miss , alot .

our one month . to sentosa along with some friends .
both our first time going to sentosa with stead at the beach .
not going down the water , simply just enjoying the breeze .
and of course , each others company , especially with me in your arms .
it really meant alot , especially the way i feel .

the memories were simply too much .
you always singing me gui ji . it melts me heart so much ~
for you being so sweet . too sweet in fact .

me always being small gas and getting pissed over minor things .
and you always giving in to me over and over again .
i apologise for those moments , it's too late to even regret a little .

those moments were times of my life i enjoyed the most .
with you around , you never fail to make my day perfect (:
i thought you were the one , but i was wrong about everything .

i thank you for every little sweet thing you did for me (:
i'll never forget them , ever ...
you're too sweet to be true , when i was in love with you .
although i'm still deeply , but i won't want you to know ..
how i feel now ...

you gave me the best love that other guys couldn't .
thanks for those special moments . they mean alot .
i miss you , in fact , so much ..

although life seems different now , as i'm not use to alot of things .
one thing that'll never change , my love for you ..

i don't wanna deceive myself any further .
by telling myself i don't love you anymore .
cause the more i deceive myself , the more i miss your everything .
i'll let time control my life .

may our love and memories rest in peace (:
they lie strongly across my heart , swearing to never be replaced (:
once again , i love you , and i tell myself that ...