just now i said daddy was a nice guy ..
but now he simply is god damn unreasonable .

i guess the hate i have for him would never end ?
i hate my family , they only care about themselves .
never once spared a thought on how i feel .
mother cheebye's . fuck you all dead can !
i swear i hate you all , i never want to be in such a family .
can i just quick grow up and move out ?
its a plain disaster living in here . its like fucking hell ~

the only one that i continue living for was bee .
cause he is the only one who is really there .
all the time , hais . i miss him alot ):
he's still sleeping ~

I HATE MY FAMILY .
IF I COULD SEVERE TIES WITH THEM .
HOW I WISH I COULD .
BUT I'LL WAIT FOR THAT TO HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE .
FAMILY STINKS _l_


i miss bee alot ): i feel like crying .
i want hug him to sleep so much ):
i want spend my nights with him ..
so we can crap all day long and i can have a human bolster .
bee is mine , any girl snatch i confirm box .
): i miss him .