so this is especially for him :D

i'm living life happily with my friends . but of course if you're around it makes it better . but since you're not . i'm living life like how it used to be . yeah , as you said we're over . so we're done then . blogging is my rights . but no worries , i wouldn't wanna blog about you anymore . i feel pathetic being that way . since you cheered yourself up . but you actually mean you were sad in the first place ? i don't see that coming . since you took time to cheer yourself up , why can't you give me time to cheer myself up ? i know it's been long already , but still ? i can't get over it as fast as you can i ? i knew we wouldn't last forever . it's just the matter on when we're over and done with . i was willing to give it a try , so i agreed . you just want a peaceful relationship ? no relationship can be peaceful . there would be noises every now and then . you don't like the rumours ? if you actually know they'll be rumours why take up the challenge in the first place ? ain't you only bringing hurt to me and you ? i'm trying to be strong . so can't i at least act happy ? why would i want to be happy and on the other side sad ? if i'm that way than i'm being dumb to play two face . i don't want to argue with you , i'm just fighting for my rights . and could you at least don't be so vulgar when you text me ? it makes me feel like i'm really that pathetic . if i actually had a choice , i wouldn't even want to get together with you . i would rather remain as friends . you're just being hurting with the words you say . whatever , i don't care anymore . this relationship is now just like all my past relationships . i'm the one being dumb in believing . so yeah happy now ? i'm over it . i'm done . i don't want to carry this heavy issue behind my back . so we're done and over . i no longer love you and you no longer love me . we'll just be as friends . it's what i can accept now . so bye ...