So what? I still like you. Urgh, It's really very painful as i'm trying my best not to remind myself of you. But what choice do i have and what choice could i make? You were that part of my life. That happy, sorrow part. You budged into my life and left me just that way. It hurts to see you turn around and leave this way. Not knowing the rights and wrongs in life, I just continue liking you, Not knowing if it's right or wrong to do. My thinking may be different from yours, I may not be that kind you're looking for. But, we were so happy during that time. What difference does it actually make? I cried last night for you, I thought all those tears could dry up, but i guess i was wrong. It came back. Sometimes my mind is really bizarre. I don't know if i want or do not want you to care for me. When you care, you make me think of the past, and i hate you for doing that. But when you really do care, you just melt my heart. Leaving behind the question marks on whether do you really care. Those touch of your hand, those times when you embrace me tight, and those when you make my heart beat when your lips touches mine. Are the best feelings a boyfriend could ever present. You did a great job being my guy, yet now, i just carry those lovely, yet painful thoughts. Just make me wanna scream so badly to have you back. I try gaining your attention in whatever i do, but it doesn't seem to work it's way into your heart. There are times i so wanna hate you that much, yet the soft side of me tells me to concentrate on you instead. So i did tell myself to continue liking you the way i always do, but there was that time i did it the wrong way, only to bring you disappointment and hurt to my ownself. It's been three months and six days since we parted, So short yet these three months and six days brought that much hurt. I don't wanna continue being an idiot to wait, but on the other hand, i'm hoping you would come back so badly. I've no idea what to do, whether to continue writting my script in life or write the part where you would come back. Thinking back, those were a great one month and thirteen days don't you think so? Although tempers come between us, we got over them together. Think back, don't you think it'll be great to have them return to our scripts? I'm just hoping for that day. But, yes, as i said, i could only hope...


God gave me a path to love, and the path i chose was the path to love you.