I realise in a point of time, there has only been one guy.


I guess, since the beginning, I had always been wrong about what I think. Loving one person isn't easy, now I know. It's rather, yet complicated. They say that the guys wears the pants in the relationship, but its the gurls who controls the zipper. A heartbreak is like a titanic, no one saw it coming. Each time I thought it was it, thinking my night with shining amour finally came, it turned out to be a fake in aluminium foil. I guess there's a reason why U & I are actually separated in the alphabet list. Perhaps, after a long time, if you can't manage to get someone out of your head, their supposed to be there. To think back, I guess everything was just a infatuation, except for one particular r/s.

I try moving on, getting to know more guys and trying to play around. But I guess, deep down there's still you. I'm just kidding myself the whole time long thinking I could get you replaced. When i realised, I loved you, because of who you are, and that you, couldn't be replaced by any other him I knew.


Loving you silently, for now, is the best thing I could do. Cause I know, we wouldn't work out even if we tried. You're the guy that actually made me felt like R-E-A-L L-O-V-E.