hais ~

sometimes i feel that ending my life may be the easiest way out .
it is fucking boring to be staying home all day .
it may continue for the next few months . fuckthisshit .
no school to study in . i'm like such a failure in life can ?

i so damn miss darling . it's been 2 days since i last saw him .
but it seems like eternity . we may not be able to meet that much .
it may be even a few years ! whatshit !

i miss his everything ! i feel like i'm going crazy .
put me away someone !