cheryl came over today . and we had hell lots of fun did we ?
we played so many games !

she came over at around 1 plus . than we headed to mac to buy my fries =DD
than headed home . and we went online . and than the crapped came out xD

we were than talking to vanese on the phone . and we started shouting so loudly ! i shouted & sang at the same time . i can see that vanese must be wondering what we both are up to . hahaha . we're just being crazy . and vanese , cheer up ! r/s are like that . you must learn to let go as well =] we're always here for you . just remember that . thats what sisters are for . and please be more well-behaved would you my dear ?

cheryl was disgusting ! she so showed me her bra ! it was white and had the number 15 on it . sadly i didn't take a picture =[ hahaha ! we started playing the american sort of bitch game . hell man it was fun ! we behaved like total bitches . pretending to bang each other . and started argue-ing . boy was it fun ! and her english is atrocious for someone who is in special =] hahaha !

oh yeah . i so damn used my leg and massaged her butt . and she said it was enjoyabe . sick girl . i should tell her boyfriend to do it to her often though . hahaha !

than we played the slapping each other game . as in like pretending to slap each other . hahaha . and she made funny face expressions ! boy it was funny . i was laughing till i drop dead on the floor . HAHA . kidding ! i laughed till i fell down and lay on the floor and laugh . was really funny including the way she said it , i think it can be showed on national tv and played as singapore funniest home videos . HAHAHA . cheryl you're famous ! LOL !

and she fell down from my chair . my chair is dangerous . that particular blue chair ain't that good with the balance . and its the third or fourth time she fell from that particular chair ! each time she sits on it , she says she's taking a risk . cmon ! it's only a chair -.- hahaha xD

we than played the rape-ing of bear game . the story is below . in the pictures . scroll down for the pretty interesting funny story . hahaha =DD

and somehow i find her spastic . she took my bear as the baby -.- poor bear !

and after that we got serious again and continued studying . but somehow there were interuptions in between as we were busying photo taking and laughing as though we had mad cow disease . boy it was fun !

she went back at around 6 plus . i had dinner & here i am blogging =]

today i'm sort of happy i can say . i talked to him he talked to me =]
i will stick with the words & promises you said =]
i'll trust you and please don't make me lose this trust ..
i will wait for you ... and its a promise as you know ...
please keep your promise too ! and i love you ...
i just want to love you forever ...

waiting for the day you'll be mine again ~
190506 ~ its the day i want you , i need you ...
keep your promise yeah . i love you !!!


alrighty people . here's the pictures plus story .
prepare to have a great big laugh . toodles ! LOVES-


the eye-witness for all thats happening ( my sister )

once there were two good friends =]
called denise & cheryl ...
who than fell in love with each other ...
and became a girl&girl couple ...
soon they made out ( LAUGH-OUT-LOUD )
they were studying together ...
and had this good friend . we shall name bear .
they were the bestest friends yet ..
till one day the 2 couple got raped by the bear ...
and was devasted ...
lost for words ...
they were out of control !!!
and they just cannot think right ...
and they felt so dirty and un-pure somehow ...
so one day they decided to take revenge ....
by raping back the bear !!
who raped them as well !
without thinking of the consequences ..
the bear was devastated as well )=
and was too ashamed to face others ...
soon it got pregnant and born a baby bear !
the 2 lovers were found guilty of rape . ( HAHAHA )
they blamed each other for what happened ...
and started abusing each other ...
end of story . CLAP PEOPLE .HAHAHA . nice story a not ?enough of the craps ...

out of boredom !

behaving like total twits !

acting innocent xP

everlasting sistership =]

BYEBYE PEOPLE =DD

ahben sucks !

how nice was yesterday . somehow disastrous !
we broke up !
and he initiated it . how "nice" could he be ?

okay . and i found out while we were together , he asked for other girls number . i know it's normal for guys to do that . but it's like HELLO ! i'm so not dead yet ? in case he doesn't notice he has a girlfriend ? ( at that point of time )

gosh . i don't understand how childish & barbaric guys could get ? some may be flirtatious but they are loyal . some are just flirtatious + un-loyal . how worse can it get ?

these type of people just so do not belong to the world i stress ~ and when breaking up , he just came out with some stupid reason ? which happens to me i know the real reason ? and i realise all guys , no , not all , mostly use that same reason . stupidity comes in their way .

i simply don't understand why do they say i love you when they seriously either don't know the meaning of those 3 words or the just say it cause everyone in the streets just simply say i love you when the meaning in it its like a old treasure chest . totally empty !

but somehow , as people tell me , these guys ain't worth a bit from what we deserved . somehow i think that its quite true . all guys know how to do : eat , sleep , flirt , say i love you when they don't mean it , go out & enjoy , clubbing , drink , take drugs , smoke , hang out at their friend's place . they are seriously just wasting their life away . oh yes they are ! but till one day , i'm sure they will be awake . if they don't ? they will be un-married throughout their life .

i'm so glad i didn't have to use any chinese or vulgarities to this post . it's just making me look like a sore loser . and someone that utters vulgarities . ( although my previous post have plenty of them , pardon me )

i've learn a lesson from this relationship , and thanks for letting me realise something . i will never take any relationship this serious till i get older . cause i know , nothing last forever . although people keep saying : i love you forever . and further-on ...

love ain't true .. c'mon . accept the reality . i don't think i'm the stupid one . as i think the stupid one is you . for being so naive . at least let both sides compromise by giving up the relationship . it's because , it involves two people's decision , and not only one . which is the one initiating the break up .

so to the *him , you know who you are . i somehow swear that even without you by my side , this ain't going to weaken me . it only makes me stronger . please don't go around flirting with other people when you have a girlfriend . as you know , one day , retribution might fall on you ...

i'm so glad we're over . somehow in someway ....
we're still brother & sister . and i'm going to continue loving you in that way ...

KILL ME LAH !!!

very sad yet angry lah . lies + lies + lies !
yesterday's convo was like that .
he was online lah ~ but xiaolong was the one typing yah .

them : wen hui cutting hair , me xiaolong .
me : aiyas , u tell him he do whatever his thing hao le den msg me or wad lah . he so busy !!! i go le bb .
them : bye .. don't angry lah . he helping them cut hair .
me : i where got ji ge angry sias . aiyas . go le lah ~ bb .
them : eh !!!!! mai zhao . he say later call uu !
me : up to him . byebye ~
them : okok .. he say will call .. mai du lan ..or cb agaiin .. lols ..
me : up to him lah . bb ..

as its obvious that anger is in the way of my typing lah .
fuck spider . in the end , my phone was as silent like in ghost house .
say what call me . in the end also phone so quiet . lies lah ~
this morning found out something also . cannot believe my eyes lah !

aiyas . i don't know what is going on lah ~
cried my heart out yesterday & today already .
cry till i don't know like what shit already ~
cb lah . hais . maybe its just not right ?

i don't know ? maybe i'm a burden ? i don't know !
but fuck spider . i'm still here leh . i not transparent lorhs ~
if no message or call by him comes in today ...
i think ........ i will do what i don't want to do bah )=

fuck spider lah . arghhhh ~ i now also don't know what i'm doing already !
I NEED SOMEONE COME PEI ME BADLY LAH !!

and yeancheng's on the way .
CHERYL , SHANLING & JIAJIA . i need you all toooo ~ hais !

fuck spider my life . kill me lah . maybe i wasn't meant to be here .
fucking hell . i hate myself !!!
call call call , call what lanjiao lah !

i don't know now if i'm angry or sad lah ~

dear never reply message since 12pm in the afternoon ~
gone missing . call no pick up ~
he's online but as away but its like its a ghost there .
wtf ? missing already lah !!!

cb . don't know where the hell he go .
cannot be fell asleep right ?
if so from 12pm-6pm he got time reply me what .
don't tell me he busy till like that . who will believe !
fuck lah . very troubled lah . don't know what happen .

AIYAS . maybe i get used to it can already . i really hate it like this !
ANYBODY CAN COME PEI ME CRY OUT LOUD MAH ?

i so fucking miss him lah .
but it seriously seems to me he doesn;t really care ?
aiyas ! i don't know lah ~
very troubled lah . cb . fuck my life lah ~

where's dear ? missing in action .
i will seriously cry if no message or call comes by tonight .

i love him yet i'm angry with him now !!!
its not the first time already lorh ~

hais .

i very troubled . shit head . hais .
don't know if its lies or whatever .
but i have a feeling something is fishy lah .

aiyas . i don't know lah !
I WANT CRY MY HEART OUT ALREADY !!!





sometimes i wonder . is there such a thing called LOVE ..
if it really exists here in my life .
i'm not doubting your love for me baby ~
is just that , i'm somehow afraid & un-sure how you feel .
sigh . god bless me & you ~
i just want to be loved by you forever and ever .....

fcuk cb .

i swear i'm never ever going to talk to daddy again . fuck spider !

yesterday slept at 11pm plus . was so exhausted lah . wanted to watch the 5hours marathon of desperate housefives till 4am . but i fell asleep at 11pm plus and left the television running . how smart of me =p

today woke up 11 plus . used computer . had fried rice for lunch ~ 3 plus headed to ahma house already . wah . reach there . hear wanli shouting at the mummy . than she slam her door . only she inside the room. and she still shouting -.- sometimes i think if she's scolding herself or her mother . hahaha =D she's a wierdo lah .

than 4 plus . me , debbie , nick , alec , jared & his girlfriend went to arab street . near bugis there . jared drove . than went there . they wanted to find some vintage thing . hahaha =D then he & the girlfriend went off . me , debbie , nick & alec went to eat roti prata ! was damn huge , good and filling ! than we went to bugis to shop around . debbie bought a shoe & a jacket . whereelse i bought nothing . nothing caught my eye sias . and dear woke up at 7 plus . what a lan zhu lorh ! hahaha ! than walked around . saw huifen =)

than 8 plus went back home . took a cab to debbie house . daddy fetched me from there at 9plus . i miss dear alot alot alot ! sigh . i fucking hate daddy . he cb kia sias . knn . lol . cb lah he ! arghhh ~ i'm not going to talk to him for the rest of my live ! MOTHER CB FUCKER ~ can't you fucking just leave me alone ? NABEH !

daddy & mummy went out . and i'm not talking to daddy . so i asked mummy to buy mac back for me . cause i'm not talking to daddy . HE'S A CB BONG MOTHER FUCKER ! arghh ~ get his fucking face out of my sight lah . HE'S A FUCKING LAO CHEEBYE __

it's guinness stout ...
no ! its a phone ! can open up one . so fucking cute right ?

so vintage lah !

fcuking hell !

fucking pissed lah ! my class position is like 39/40 !!!

yesterday was talking to dear on the phone . was damn funny . we both yan xi mah . than act here & there . very very funny ! we went to australia last night =x is we both the secret =x shhhh !

than today woke up . went to school. find gladys . than was the HOD awards prize giving . never hear my name leh . wonder when am i getting one =x hahaha =DD ern ern they all says i'll never get one . pfft ! don't ever look down on me you nehneh's !

than sec2 went up hall to arrange the seats . than me & ern ern were like competing with each other see-ing who can speak perfect english without any singlish & chinese or any other lauguages in the sentences . than ernern said SIAO in an english accent . which furthermore sound really wierd . hahaha =D we kept laughing about it non-stop !

than send back to class . sing or songs . me & ern ern were like playing games . hahaha ! than me & gladys took plenty of pictures . YAY-NESS =P than was recess . eat . than went back to school . snapped pictures again . than was the class room cleaning . it was fun ! i was using the water hose & spray people instead of the tables =x hahaha ! than went back class . had a quarrel with brandon . and we fought . cb . LOL . he damn hum lah . everytime he offend people & doesn't realise it __ such a fucker . he so hum lah . than keith & weiming almost fought . sad they didn't lah . missed a good show =x

after school . headed to compass with ern ern to buy our hair dye . brown colour . normal one . can say brownish-gold yeah . than we went home . saw gregory erzi & jingshen so took the mrt together . than me & ernern went my home . i helped her highlight her hair & she helped me too ! i seriously think i did a better job than she did ! than we were so mad ! we were playing my sisters toys . cooking cooking ! the cashier thing & docter docter ! and we were extremely fasinated by my sisters thomas the train toy =x than we played playstation game . she was so retarded ! than 520 like that daddy fetched us & we headed for school .

than reached school , brought daddy to the hall & stuff . got the don't know what presentation shit . than went to collect report book . cheebye ! that fucking mdm toh fucking hai me lah . say all my thing to my dad . cheebye ! than got back report book . shit fuck lah . 39/40 in class . improved by 1 seat since last year . express level position . 195/197 . cheebye ! deproved by one seat . and daddy is considering of dropping me to NA . CHEEBYE LAH . and overall my percentage thing i failed the entire exam lah ! first time can . cheebye ! percentage was 44.6% . just a little bit lorh . knn . and my attendence was like a pile of shit !

the comments written are : denise is capable of better work if she sets her priorities right . she is a cheerful student and is popular among her peers . she should stay focused and take part more actively in classroom activities .

and daddy's grounding me for the bloody entire holidays ! and i cannot go find dear . only he can find me . dear's good to me . but i feel bad . hais )= i hate daddy ! i hate school . i HATE HATE HATE . fuck my life . i only love dear . AND NO ONE ELSE . and my fucking highlights are not bright enough . and lastly . I HATE DADDY LIKE FUCK ! KNNBCCB !

my dream phone =x
she's finger licking good !
me ; georgina ; yc

top - gladys me yc georgina

bottom-ernern shireen

together since 050106

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