stupid fuck . what's wrong with me ? oh god tell me !!!
am i being retarded or what ?
i promised myself never to cry over a guy ,
yet i did it again ~ what's with me ??
when did i become so retarded ?
sigh , each time i think , it's killing me bit by bit ...
why is it so ? oh god help me .. !!!





in my dreams , you were happy ... really happy ! ... but .... you were with her =(