i realise it's black friday tomorrow. best of luck people, if possible. i remember each time there the black friday comes, i'm not in luck's side. i remember last year's black friday, one of my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. four months with him down the drain. than this year there was a black friday too. i remember that day we had some problems, which almost resorted to a fight. i wonder what type of trouble i'm in tomorrow.


okay, and dad is pissing me off. he called me a jerk. he complains that each time i go out, i spend alot of cash. go out obviously you got to spend cash right? if not what for i go out? slack? don't be mad please. i told you i want to go and work so you would stop complaining, you said don't want, take money from you, so what the hell do you actually expect me to do? but each time i he complains i spend more money, he gives me more the next day. he's wierd & irritating at times, but he pampers me alot.


people envy me for having loving a loving family with caring parents. they really do not know how it feels. growing up from young without your mother always there for you. only see-ing her at times. instead of your mom tying your hair for you and stuff, it's the dad that does it. and now, living with a stepmother under the same roof. she may treat you the way she treats her own daughter, but the feeling is so different. whatever, now my family is so screwed up. i think my dad & stepmother is biased, they love me sister more than me. whatever my sister want they get it for her, me? whatever i want they complain. whatever, my family is screwed up. that's it.


so it's like i will be meeting cheryl and her friend out tomorrow. heading to bugis first than town. finally, monday & tuesday's exam ain't that important. so it's no need for me to study for them. shopping tomorrow. must probably could find something i really like?


talking to jashawn online now. it's been so long since we talked. he came and say i looked prettier without make up. i think i look horrible without make up please. and cheryl said i don't love her. who says so? i love cheryl lee alright. i want to buy marks&spencer biscuit tomorrow.


thank you for reading and goodbye.