i'm so bored now. so i decided to come & blog. i really don't know what to do about. so let me explore my past. fine, lets talk about my stupid retarded past. i remember i used to be such a daddy's girl, listening to him all the time & in class, i scored well academically & in terms of discipline. i remembered my first ciggerette was during primary two which was when i'm eight. that time, my dad was still smoking. & he bought back some ciggerette's from i don't know which country. the ciggerette's were all different colour. so i found it very attractive & i lit up one stick & it sucked @ that time. i remembered that i kept telling my dad to stop smoking & stuff. & i myself picked it up.


my attitude in terms of behaviour & academically changed when i was primary six. it was a year full or craps. till about the beginning of this year. i was all into the ahlian thing. okay, spouting hokkien vulgar all around wherever i go & sometimes even without a reason i scold. i know i was dumb in the past. now i think that people who behave that way is just following the crowd. we should have our own attitude seriously. i think now speaking, writing & typing prope english is then cool. i use to have those wierd typings which now i myself couldn't understand.


coming to think of it, i think i was such a little girl last time for heaven's sake. it's super hillarious thinking about the past. i guess i'm gonna turn in soon. it's already past one in the morning. but let me watch finish my magicians of love episode ten first. off to watch lovely drama's.


never always be the one that take the first initiative as when everything's gone, you're the one who would lose more.