I can't control my happiness! I keep smurking, to myself, that is soooo retarded! I don't know why nowadays i keep dragging my words. sheesh, oh, i may not be able to soend x'mas eve with my sisters. How fucked up i know. Dad says there may be this family thing. It was usually on x'mas itself but now why is it on x'mas eve? Lets pray it's moved to x'mas. Towning this saturday like finally? It's been more than a week. I've stayed home all week. I know i'm well behaved! I was like telling Lee & Ng how happy I was luh. I made a strange dream last night, i dreamt i went into this haunted house with my friends. Than we all got separated from each other and i lost my way. Than when i saw the ghosts, I scolded them and said they were lame. And they chase me out of the haunted house -.- and my dream ended. It is so lame please.


I'm happy you said you love me! Although it was all for fun. But not only did you say it once, but a few times. And everything you said. Made me really happy, although you said it's better we remained as buddies. But, I like it this way. You saying you will be there for me and everything. Lending me your shoulder and everything else. I remember clearly in my head. You made today great! 22nd of december. I love you too! And this is for real, I really love you, till I cannot escape from it. You're always that perfect guy in my eyes. I hope you can treasure your life more. Don't damage your health, and don't think nobody cares for you, i care, in fact, alot. So please, whenever you feel troubled, call me. I'll always be there. If only i could spend my x'mas with you... Okay, final words before i go, i love the hell out of you. Thanks for making me happy today, hope you say it more often out of a sudden to make me happy. HAHAHA!