HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE.


okay, so i'm really bored now. was talking to lee on the phone last night & it was superbly hillarious. we've lots so crap about. we were that bored that we even thought of sneaking out & meeting each other as well. but it wasn't a good time as her mom have not slept. so plan was cancelled. maybe tonight yeah, lee? so it's the start of the holidays & i'm condemmed @ home. yeah, tell me about it. it's lee's birthday next tuesday & someone is finally growing up. & yeah, if me & him were still together, tomorrow would actually be our third month anniversary. but yes, since everything between us is trashed, it's all my wishful thinking then. i've been thinking alot these few days. i really need to thank him for being with me during the one month & thirteen days. those days were simply filled with love & i appreciate it alot. he showed me that no relationship could avoid arguements. & trust is really that important. as for all our memories, i can actually remember them clearly in my head which is like way cool. & yes, i thank you for everything you've ever done for me. sacrificing your sleeping time & stuff. fetching me from school & even trying to ignore those rumours. i would bury those deep thoughts down my heart. each picture we took, each word you've ever said to me & actions & signs of showing me that you've loved me, is carved in my heart. i would never forget that i've ever been through time with a guy as wonderful as you. wei lun, thanks, you're always the greatest guy i've ever once owned in my life. may you live life blissfully & get someone who would love you as much as you loved her. as for me, i'm moving on with life remembering what we've gone through. & i've learn that no one in this world, could ever avoid love or being loved.


i'm off for dinner.
as long as you're in love, you'll go through the state of being hurt.

some nice songs i've been hearing so far

the veronica's - when it all falls apart








all american rejects - dirty little secret








stacie orrico - i'm not missing you








my chemical romance - welcome to the black parade








fergie - london bridge








evanescence - call me when you're sober








danity kane - sleep on it








danity kane - show stopper








danity kane - one shot








cassie - me & you

so i just bath finished. & just returned from vivo. so i'll just do a summary. went to vivo. bought a top from forever21. went to candy empire & was disappointed with the selection. i only bought one bar of sweets. than went to watch death note. it's nice. & went home at around 10. & yes, my maid's coming home tonight like finally. & it's the start of the holidays.


i don't wanna be those gangsters you can find on the street, i wanna be able to carry out myself highly. so i must start behaving already. yes, i'm tired. & bye.

finally i have like some spare time to blog already. just returned home & i'm really tired. but i'm a healthy blogger so here i am. lets talk about friday.

friday
me & cheryl woke up at around nine plus in the morning. yes, super early. & dad was such an asshole please. he asked me to wash my school shoes before going out. it was my very first time washing. & he asked me to fold the clothes. i hate doing house chores. so me & cheryl prepared & left home at around eleven. went to wait for bus 53. it was super long. i almost lost my patience. & than two bus 53 came at the same time. than boarded the bus & the journey was like an hour long. we went to changi airport. & we fell asleep on the bus. there is two bastard fucking loud guys sitting behind & was talking super loud with all the hokkien vulgarities coming out. it was fucking irritating i tell you. they woke me up from my lovely sleep.

than we reached the airport. it was super freezing cold i tell you. than we packed burger king's onion rings & took skytrain to terminal two. to send her friend off as he's going back to taiwan. i was being really nice accompaning her there as it was super cold & boring. than we left there at around one plus and took 36 to town. it was also an hour journey & we both fell asleep again. waking up with our butts aching like hell. than we were not sure where we wanted to go as we reached cineleisure at around three. so we decided to go partyworld. another cold place. than we sung like hell. & vanese came at around five. than the waiter kept rushing us to pay up. like as though we won't. so vanese accompanied cheryl to withdraw cash. & he rushed me three more times. i felt like using my ciggerette butt to burn his face so badly. than vanese & cheryl came back & they weren't happy with partyworld. so they started messingup the room. throwing crackers around. spitting saliva. throwing the ciggerette on the floor & stepping on it. spitting coke around. vanese even throw a toothpick at the waiter. they behaved like barbarians. i had nothing to do with it. i'm innocent. & we ran out of the room after that.

than they accompanied me to cineleisure to rush cab home. dad was fucking irritating. i reached home early he also nag at me. can you believe i reached home at seven in the evening. so damn early. & i still got nagged. he say i waste money on taking cab. whatever. & then he bugged me to whole day. giving me shit. not only shit, hard like hell shit. so i decided to watch me drama and take it as though he wasn't there as he was pissing the shit out of me.


saturday
i woke up at around two in the afternoon. & i rotted at home. not really that boring, i was occupying myself with vcd's. than mummy picked me up at around six in the evening. went to her working place & had buffet dinner. chocolate fountain. but i didn't eat much though. than my stepdad fetched me to cineleisure at around eight plus. went up to kpool to find binghe, carlos & friends. & i couldn't enter. so i went downstairs alone & saw shilin & ervin. than slacked with them, weina & friends. & i saw sylvia too. she's very cute please. than went to meet aaron behind cheers. he said i change alot. where got man. than met shawn, carlos they all at cheers. than me & liling waited for denny tan xian wen to come. than we went to eat long john. they ate, not me. than denny very bully one please. after eating. slacked around. went up to arcade. & saw weilun, maomao, weiting, bingxin & sylvia. i first time saw weilun dance para please. than me & denny played pool. obviously he won me. than we went downstairs again. i saw minmin sister. & guess who i saw. alan brother. so long no see him already. he damn cute. purposely come infront of me say hello. & i saw bony & ahben. than saw beibei sister & baby jaslin. than we went back to arcade again. & than went to dance para with bingxin. than liling & denny went to walk. i followed alan brother, sylvia, weiting & bingxin. & we went behind to smoke. alan bully weiting. & alan was complaining about his ex. as long as you get use to it can already. so said my goodbyes. went to meet liling & denny & they accompanied me to meet mummy. mummy fetched me at around 12 midnight & now i'm at her place. will be going to vivo tomorrow. very tired. so shall be going to bed soon. night people. i had a fun night out too.

i'm watching devil beside you again & blogging. & lee, you better not fall asleep. since it's pass midnight. what i did on thursday. went to school in the morning. & i bought fried chicken to eat for breakfast. than assembled @ the couryard. damn liangrong, gave ernern bugs bunny as late birthday present. super big somemore. my birthday he never even buy anything for me. change of heart.


than had our prize presentation. alot of people fell asleep & i was so cold i went to the side to sit & miss teo fucking piece of shit. she's damn rude, saying my dad never teach me. i screw you man. your parents than never teach you okay. so damn proud & cocky. & than we watched x-men III. i love that show. alot of people were lying down & watching. i love xmen. than we had our recess. than went back to the hall & had a mini concert. people who were brave enough went up stage to sing. sons they all kept ask me go, so embarassing please. & gregory son went up to sing.


than after that we were dismissed back to class @ one o clock. than had to do classroom cleaning so i listen to song & fell asleep. & dismissed at 2.30. stayed back to complete my last day of punishment. went back at four. vanese came over around five plus. lee came around six plus. & we went down to eat. we bought dye & i helped them dye hair. & it seems like got no colour like that. what a waste of cash. so than went up to my place. lazy to describe. vanese went off around eleven plus. me & lee went down so i can smoke. & saw rahman. & me & lee camwhored a little. okay, from now onwards. people, i will call cheryl as lee. her surname. it's nicer. haha.


& she's staying over tonight. now she say she want sleep. lee, you better not sleep. hope daddy allows me out tomorrow. can daddy? pretty pretty please.

i'm so bored now. so i decided to come & blog. i really don't know what to do about. so let me explore my past. fine, lets talk about my stupid retarded past. i remember i used to be such a daddy's girl, listening to him all the time & in class, i scored well academically & in terms of discipline. i remembered my first ciggerette was during primary two which was when i'm eight. that time, my dad was still smoking. & he bought back some ciggerette's from i don't know which country. the ciggerette's were all different colour. so i found it very attractive & i lit up one stick & it sucked @ that time. i remembered that i kept telling my dad to stop smoking & stuff. & i myself picked it up.


my attitude in terms of behaviour & academically changed when i was primary six. it was a year full or craps. till about the beginning of this year. i was all into the ahlian thing. okay, spouting hokkien vulgar all around wherever i go & sometimes even without a reason i scold. i know i was dumb in the past. now i think that people who behave that way is just following the crowd. we should have our own attitude seriously. i think now speaking, writing & typing prope english is then cool. i use to have those wierd typings which now i myself couldn't understand.


coming to think of it, i think i was such a little girl last time for heaven's sake. it's super hillarious thinking about the past. i guess i'm gonna turn in soon. it's already past one in the morning. but let me watch finish my magicians of love episode ten first. off to watch lovely drama's.


never always be the one that take the first initiative as when everything's gone, you're the one who would lose more.

replies to tag

Pearl: by the way, which pearl are you? hmmm, is liwei okay?

gladys: thanks. i will see big big.

lala-ed: is it difficult? hmmm. i'll be going to normal academic. is muh slower isn't it?

passerby: Hellos, thanks for the compliment & guess what _l_ here's your gift for complimenting me. you've heard. so? you're just another type of kiasu singaporean who follows whatever shit people say? don't you have a mind of your own? you're being people's dog understand? please be normal & have a mind of your own. don't make me despise such people like you. i feel disgusted seriously. & you're asking me how much i charge? go to geylang, i intro you. there's much to choose from the shelf, you'll have a good time. & F.Y.I, this is not some geylang registration for sex online website you know? don't play dumb. oh, i almost forget, and one last thing i've really got to say to you. fuck off. i'll be glad you dope. & so, byebye. don't wish to see you tagging around if not i'll sure to play bitch with you. & thats what i don't wish to do.

i'm currently watching magicians of love & cheryl's on my bed lying down as she is super cold. i slept only at 2 plus yesterday. i was tossing & turning on my bed trying so hard to fall asleep. went to school this morning. & proceeded to the hall. the first thing we did was some talk, i can't really remember. next was the mount everest guy by the name of i forgot came to our school & gave a talk. & we had our break for 45minutes to 11 o clock. than we went back to the hall & had a talk by a policemen. it was a super short talk please. than we had some stupid game which was damn funny. & vincent was full of shit. but it was really hillarious. than we had another 45minutes break. & my teacher confirmed i'm dropping to normal academic. so all together there's seven of us dropping.


& i've fucking no blog to blog. just quarrel with dad & he's fucking unreasonable. he came to know about me dropping to normal & he fucking rather me retain. he says normal is very embarassing. fuck him dead. i fucking don't wanna retain. whats wrong with normal? you also not say very sucessful right? your studies also suck & stuff. if he makes me retain i'll swear i'mm fucking murder him. i promise myself that.

i'm feeling fat. & i'm currently watching magicians of love drama show. got new drama to watch already. i'm gonna rent more shows already. they keep me happy like duh! the show is hillarious like hell & it's uber sad and touching. the sound effects are making it super funny also can. i ate alot of junk food today. & i just ate finish maggie. i'm a pig. kill my fats please. & cheryl's boyfriend lixiang is flying back tomorrow. she must be real sad. but it's alright, she has me! & lixiang, don't go there have new girlfriend. i'll pluck your balls out. okay, there's school till four tomorrow. how boring. two days to school ends. i'm over the moon. & i've made my streaming choices. i chose social studies/history, chemistry/physics & principle of accounts. dad says biology is going to be boring & alot to memorise. so i chose physics instead. & i'm going to continue watching my magicians of love. there's alot of hairstyling thing. i'm very interested. i wanna be a hairstylist in the future. okay, good night & sweet dreams people.

don't let the bed bugs bite & hug your love ones tight.

& i'm still feelings really vexed. i really don't know what the hell am i doing with my life. i deserved to be killed seriously. i'm not fit to be loved by anyone. & yes, i fucking do not wanna believe in love anymore. it's full of bullshit & deceiving each others feelings. i may not know much about it but i'm learning from what i have gone through. especially the point i hate it when guys use girls as their spare of just someone to have a fling with. when you put in that much, all you receive is nothing but shit. okay, i may be talking a pile of rubbish here because i'm fucking pissed. i realise that guys are no different from each other. they look the same, sound the same & even the things they say are the same. i promise myself i must not be deceived by any other guy anymore. that's a deal i made to my heart. i'm talking shit. oh hell spare me.

now i don't feel like sleeping already. i moved my bedroom furniture myself out of boredom. dad's gonna be shocked tomorrow morning. & i'm fucking not happy. i'll never forget this. i hate you for doing this.


tag replies:
passer: thanks uh sweet.
passerby: hahaha. thanks. in the future leave your name.
hweeling: will relink later on yeah.
sofia: i'll relink later okay.
noname: er, what do you mean actually?



I'M FUCKING STILL NOT HAPPY. _l_ i've a feelings you're only using me.

i'm fucking tired & i'm fucking vexed. goodnight.

come on, tell me i'm mad.
my sister is a camwhore
see what i mean?

& i'm currently at school & i'm really bored so i came to blog. i slept @ around 2am as i was talking to cheryl on the phone as usual with craps included. & i ate peanut butter bread before going to sleep. &the blog spammer is playing with me, so i shall abide to his wants & play along as well. you wanna play bitch, i'll play with you whore. thats what a bitch can do. & i went to school this morning in dad's car & the haze was really too much. it made the roads really unclear & it did seem like we were in genting. but the PSI was only 81. doesn't seem like it man.


& so today the secondary two's were assembled in the hall. so jianan, yunqing, gary, wengchew, jiahao, zhihong & yangzhi got caned cause of truancy. & mrs lim went to announced there's a girl as well. & it's me but must she annouce it out? so dumb please. & caleb got canned too, for bringing illegal weapons to school & threatening his peers with it. thats freaky. so went back to class & we got out total results. i'm fucking dropping to normal academic. kill me man. 5 shit years in school is whore man. & than was recess so i went into a quarrel with a secondary one boy who is fucking xia lan in ways. & so i pushed him & stuff & he gave me shit face. whatever.


now in computer lab. & i'm really cold now.my hands are almost frozen. shall update more when i'm back for school. hope i don't have to stay back today. back to class.


{edited}
so i'm finally back home. did i mention gladys khong got a new phone. the sony ericson walkman phone w850 i think? something like that. & it's white. it's fucking nice i tell you, everyone was like drooling over it. gladys, i'm jealous. i'm going to job you dead. & shireen went back at 1030 as she's muslim. so not fair. than after computer studies was chinese. mdm toh let us watch i not stupid two. i watched that show like so many freaking times. but i still watched halfway & then i fell asleep. wanted to gamble. the guys all don't want. stupid. than was english. i think they watched the day after tomorrow? even though i'm asleep i know whats happening alright. than was literature. & miss yeow let us watch yours,mine, ours. that show is nice. i watched it before.


than school ended @ 2 o clock. & i went to office to do my fucking two hours of punishment for truancy. so damn boring. ask me do paper, so fucking heavy man. than finished at 4 & i was so happy. asked dad to fetch me as i'm very lazy. checked out my position in express level. oh fuck, how great that i got 2nd last. so fucking sad man. yes, so i'm dropping to normal academic next year. how great. five fucking whore years. i'm gonna die of secondary school life. listening to 王力宏's 爱错 just now. i think it's very meaningful. now listening to 李圣杰's 最近 now. this song is fucking nice & i realise everyone is loving this song now.




replies to tag :
deborah daughter: you take care too.
siman- your blog also people spam right? everyone now spam. all no life.
rina- i'm fine, you think i'll be brought down by that spammer? no way man!
huihui- i should ask you instead, WHEN ARE YOU ASKING ME OUT?
vanese- chill. spammers are useless & gutless. hahaha. losers man.

this is especially for the ; person who tagged on my blog. you must be so fucking honoured i posted because of you do you? okay, if you say i'm disgusting because i'm single. you fucking trying to state here that all the other single people out there who are single is fucking disgusting is it? so what if i'm single or what? does it concern you? i want to stay single one right. does this concern you? why can't i ask you to shut up? i fucking have the rights too. you not fucking happy you fucking fuck off my blog then. you said your comments are lovely? fuck you upside down i tell you. you call this lovely? only morons like you would appreciate such comments. you fucking want to screw me? do you even fucking have a dick to screw not? don't have don't talk so much. so what my lips thick? you jealous is it? fuck you dead man. you not happy with my looks you go find my mother & father talk. see you fucking dare anot. but i fucking doubt so cause you fucking don't even fucking dare to put your fucking name down. what has my private life got to do with you? why? you sad you no one to fuck is it? i don't even think you fucking deserve to experience sex. your whole life ie so fucking screwed up. not happy come out find me talk. don't talk on blog. you're ruining my blog. you fucking dare you fucking come my house. not happy right, talk to my father & mother about my appearance. come come. you dare fucking criticise me on my blog right, you come. & you fucking don't scold my friend i tell you. what your fucking problem. not happy with my life don't come my blog, if not don't so noisy bark like one fucking dog. if i'm disgusting you don't fucking even deserve to be human. cause you don't fucking have the guts to state your own name. & you whore, your english is no better okay. don't talk so much. when did i even admit? you fucking loser i tell you man. you're being such a joke.

denise & shanling
bitch & slut
denise, jiajia, shanling before sliding down.
me & jiajia





sisters

deborah & denise & yes i know my fringe is wierd -.-
8 single women

I LOVE MY DEAREST SINGLE WOMENS.

so the eight of us became the single womens on 211006. yes, & we love each other. denise, peiqin, jiajia, vanese, yifeng, sally, shuana & yuanping. yes, we don't need boyfriends to survive. i guess? we have boyfriends. but they're in taiwan & korea! hahaha. now having convo with vanese & yuanping & shuana. hope to have outing soon with single women. OH YES. & dad's taking really long to buy my dinner! & pictures will be uploaded once shanling sends me the others. & YES, single women have one picture consisting all of us. tata.

so finally i'm home & have the spare time to blog. i guess it's going to be a long post because yesterday was simply full of madness. so yesterday i rotted @ home while waiting for time to pass. watching vcd's over & over again. imagine watching the same show umpteen times. obviously you'll get bored of it won't you? so @ around four plus in the afternoon i went to my granny's place while. so last minute cheryl's aunt didn't let her out & we tried convincing her aunt but she was like there are alot of reasons but she only named out ONE pathetic reason which is they have family regulations. okay, WHAT TYPE OF FAMILY REGULATION IT IS THAT SHE COULDN'T COME OUT? they are wierd i swear. so therefore dad fetched me to vanese's place @ around five plus. & we prepared & stuff. went to tampanis mart to get my lovely ciggerette's & we took cab to cine. & we took mercedez ( however you spell it ) cab. & the uncle was like so funny. we were speaking vulgarities & he was like where can like that. than he asked if we were gangsters -.- obviously we're not!


upon reaching cine @ around 7 plus, met up with shilin & weina & friends. & my lovely ervin was there too. & cine was flooded with people. it was like traffic but with humans instead of cars. but that was not as crowded as late @ night. than my jiaqian wife, sally aiai, yuanping wifey & shuana wifey appeared. hugged them like hell. i saw shuwen sweety, deborah daughter, yinghui dear, melvyn that *didi* & friends too. i was so shocked i saw deborah. & she kept wanting to take pictures -.- than me, my 3wives, vanese & sally took pictures in the middle of the road with the so called 'wonderful' photography skills of ervin! than my three wives & one aiai went to watch their movie, so accompanied vanese to cheers to buy her mochi. she's totally in love with it. & saw my dearest dearest dearest denny big brother & my hande father. that melvyn keep say i gangster. i'm so not please. so there was like police there & i was like smoking. & they saw & didn't seem to give a damn. i've got old face.


than my dearest jiajia, yifeng & peiqin arrived. than we five including vanese went to maestro bistro to eat cake. me, peiqin & yifeng ordered a oreo cheesecake each while vanese ordered a blueberry cheesecake while jiajia diet -.- yes, & there were full of laughters too. we were cracking lame jokes & bitching around about others. i know it's bad, but thats basically what every other human does isn't it? & me & peiqin couldn't finish our cake so we gave it to yifeng. she's like a pig. & we were talking about satay & oluah ( egg + oyster ). we suddenly have a caving for those but then we didn't satisfy our craving. before leaving, we were asking the malay waitress & waiters how to say bitch in malay. haha. after that we went to the toilet. okay, i swear in the future i won't go to the toilet with those vains ( jiajia, peiqin, yifeng ). it's fucking hot inside like there's no my air left & they are really vain. touching up & all. haha! than we were like sitting outside cheers slacking & smoking. & sitting till my butt ached & yifeng & vanese was talking about kerin & speaking of the devil. i saw kerin brother & lewis buddy. so having both their ex girlfriends there. we decided to go & disturb them. so i called kerin & he said he was @ longjohn, so i said i go meet him. yifeng & vanese being both kerin's ex girlfriend walked in front but jiajia was too shy to walk with them so she walked behind as lewis buddy was there. when kerin & lewis saw us walking over they straight away quickly walked away. so than i asked terence where they went. & being retarded & wanting to have fun, me, yifeng & vanese went after them. jiajia & peiqin, you both missed the fun part can. & kerin called me asking if yifeng & vanese were there. i said yes & he said you better don't come meet me. who cares? than kerin & lewis were dumb enough to hide in a corner where they could easily be discovered & couldn't escape. so we surrounded them. & kerin's face was like red. lewis was really funny, he kept asking if jiajia was around. but she was not & he was in a relieve. so he jumped out of the corner leaving kerin there but being brother enough he came back. they even used up dumb excuses like they had stomach ache & pretending to receive phone calls from people saying that they have problem. but pitying them, i decided to let them off.


than we went back to meet jiajia & peiqin, telling them all the details & we were all laughing like hell. than while making our way to level four, my 3wives & aiai finished their movie. it was already about nine plus ten i think? than jiaqian had to go off. than the rest of us headed to arcade level. than we walked into a alley finding a staircase to smoke & shuana yelled so loudly that we all pretended we didn't know her. than we decided to go to the toilet staircase to smoke. shuana disturbed yuanping till her face went all red. in fact, he whole body went red. than we went to buy sweets & guess what, we went to dance para. & i saw jianyong & qifong. than we went down to cheers again & saw eric brother. we all beat him & asked him if he missed all of us. than sat outside cheers & saw chantel aunt & pearlyn mother. they've both definitely became much more prettier. & me, vanese, yuanping, shuana, sally, peiqin, yifeng & jiajia are the single women. the eight powerful single women! okay, i know i'm lame. & since carlos was there, i asked him to help us all snap a picture. thanks. than baby & kammy came. so chatted with them & stuff. & i saw cecelia sister. than went to the railing there to sit with baby they all & than we chatted. than eleven plus, shanling came to meet us. was so happy man. than me, shanling, jiajia & vanese went to the toilet and guess who i saw outside cafe cartel. weilun & maomao. i was uber shocked. i didn't even notice them in the first place till shanling asked me. so i just said hello & went to the toilet & saw weiting & jessica. than touched up & stuff. went back up to cheers. & after shanling received a call from jack at around twelve midnight as they were rushing us. so me, vanese, shanling & jiajia bid our goodbye's & ran to youth park bus-stop to meet up with jack, carlos & i don't know who are those people. one of jack friend which is a girl damn georgous please. her figure very good & she's really tall! the bus came & me & shanling were actually sitting upstairs camwhoring but we decided to go downstairs to accompany jiajia & vanese. & the lower deck was really empty. so shanling on song & the four of us sang really loudly. it was fun plus uber fun plus super duper.


upon reaching vivo city, we walked quite a distance up to the arcade. my legs were like sliding & almost on the verge of breaking. than me & shanling was like saying that the both of us equals to jack's body as he is fucking skinny. but in my opinion i think the one of us equals to him already. & we tried & i was so right as shanling stand behind him & totally covered his body. okay, i declare he is not only fucking skinny, he is damn fucking skinny. than went up to arcade. the guys played pool while the four of us went to the playground there. it was fucking fun & we were behaving like kids. there's one where you sit on the cardboard & slide down a grass slope. me & jiajia played like hell. i even tried standing on top the cardboard & sliding down but it was too fucking scary as there is little friction. me & shanling tried lying down. that was damn fun as well. i love love love, heart heart heart the fucking playground man. than went back to the arcade to get aircon as it was really hot. & after the guys were done with their pool, we went outside to smoke & slack & talk & sing. than we walked to somewhere else where the view was damn nice. the guys chatted while me, shanling, vanese & jiajia dangled our feet & sang songs.


vanese & jiajia took me & shanling's slippers & hid it and we didn't realise till about 30 minutes later. we even suspected the guys took it. but vanese expressions gave them away. vanese can't lie man. haha. than the guys were gambling. & it was fucking funny see-ing them gamble. shawn was happily collecting his money & it dropped 50cents in the hole. his reactions was like funny till everyone laughed. & arthur was really lucky. after all the crappings & slacking, we all left vivo at around 2.30 in the morning. i almost fell asleep there. than vanese & shanling saw a mercedez cab & was like snatching for it. but than shanling & jiajia managed to get it. leaving me & vanese angry. haha. it was damn funny watching vanese & shanling snatching the cab. so, arthur was actually interested in vanese. so it was one of his 'great' ideas to follow us to tampanis as he got no housekey. & carlos being dumb enough to accompany him had no choice but to come along. & we reached vanese place @ around 3am. went up change as it was really hot, & vanese didn't want to go down already. leaving arthur sad. than i went to buy her macdonalds & passed it to her. slacked with the two guys @ her house playground. we were throwing stuff we found of the floor on each other -.- like small kids. slacked & smoked. we all almost fell asleep. they both lying on the floor while i was up in the playground lying on the wood. it's actually quite comfortable. so accompanied them till around 4.45 in the fucking morning & went back up to vanese place as i was really tired. & she didn't had a heart because she didn't leave any fries for me. so i bugged her to accompany me cook maggie mee & she went to blog. when we enter the kitchen we saw a cockroach & me being a brace women, i killed it with bygone while vanese that twit was sitting on the stove there -.-


after eating. told vanese i go up take my phone. but i fell asleep on her bed. woke up today at around 12 plus one in the afternoon. cooked maggie mee again as it's nice to eat. & vanese made bao too. & we watched tv & dad picked me up at around 3plus in the afternoon. i swear having no maid sucks. i must vacuum later, pack of room, my cloths, my shoes, almost everything. & i'm still tired & there's school tomorrow. what made it worst is i gotta stay back till four to do community work. long post & i really had alot of fun yesterday. pictures will be uploaded soon. bye people.

my mother was shouting early in the morning @ my sister which fucking hell woke me up. shout till so fucking loud. jeritan cuma hebat bising siols. kemudian mesti pergi nenek rumah sekejap entah pergi membuat apa juga. kesemua saya saudara sepupa pergi cuti. membosankan sidah siols. i know i'm typing in malay you all don't understand. i'm somehow practicing my malay. yes, it's fun. & so dad allowed me out tonight & don't come home. he's the best please. vanese, can we don't ton some where boring? so last night i was talking to weijie that bodoh betul on the phone. yes, he's super english speaking but he doesn't look like those english speaking type. so i was surprised & he let me listen to him playing some retarded gamese with such 'wonderful' music. yes, it was too 'wonderful' that it's fuckingly awful. he sounds like a little kid when he's eighteen. so i hung up when i was sleepy. & so i'm bored now. cheryl haven't wake up. berdarah babi siols. cuma tahu bagaimana ke tidur. i know i'm mad. pardon me. i'm going to practice my malay already. & dad says he's going to teach me all the vulgarities for malay. so byebye.

so i didn't attend school today & my sec2 discipline incharged called me & asked me why i didn't turn up. she woke me up from my sleep. & than cheryl came over at around one plus. & we chatted so much while lying on my bed. & i kept laughing for the reason i forgot why. & ended up we camwhored as usual. & we ate muruku. i love muruku. we're celebrating deepavali's festival. & so, dad told me the teacher called him about my truancy thing. he helped me argue back. oh man, he's being nice. & around 5 plus we went to fetch my sister from her school. & around 6 plus we went to grandma's place for dinner. me & cheryl camwhored in my cousin's walk in closet which was fucking hot. & than we went back to my place. had ben&jerry's double choc fudge ice-cream. yes it's fattening but it's good stuff. & she went back at around nine. damn. should have sent her to the bus-stop. oh fuck. daddy, please be nice & let me stay over tomorrow pretty please? and i fucking want to learn malay!

i know i act tall.


my sister damn extra.




i know i'm retarded.
i box her she still laugh-.- she's dumb
we had a hard time doing this pose alright. cause we kept laughing.
no idea what hell we're doing.

so i don't like her. ha



i'm retarded. yes,


thanks for viewing humans.

so i've finally uploaded pictures. yesterday went to heeren for sakae sushi dinner. yes, i love ebi tempura prawns! & went back after that. how boring, yes, i know. & my maid went back to her country for a two week vacation so for two weeks we're maidless & it sucks. mom has the easiest job, to fold clothes. i have to sweep, mop & vacuum the floor & dad will do the rest of the job while my sister just creates the mess. how neat.


went to school today. was super nervous as we were getting back our papers. & our principle talked for about over thirty whole minutes while put me to sleep under the hot sun. than me & some some secondary two guys, wengchew son & gang got called out for not attending tuesday's streaming briefing & they said it's considered as truancy. so, we had to be punished. the guys will receive one stroke on the cane tomorrow in public. as for me, the only girl, i have to do three days community work next week after school. it sucks. i rather receive canning seriously.


& therefore i went back to class. & we got back some of our papers, so here are the marks.
english - 56/110
history - 20/50
mathematics - 45/100
literature - 17/75
chinese - 67&half/140
science - 41/100 red-fail, black-pass
so far, i only passed one subject. when i got back my math paper i was fucking disappointed. &yes, i cried like hell. we than had one hour of recess. i called dad & told him my math results. he didn't scold me & he even messaged me something really touching that i cried again.


than spend the rest of the time rotting in school. & hafidz got the nokia n73 & i fucking feel like killing him cause i'm uber jealous. & brandon was being hillarious cause while singing song, he lean against liangrong & feel down flat on the floor. & dismissed @ 230. so i went home & dad was already home. & i told him the rest of my results. he didn't scold me, he even comforted me.


he said he wouldn't punish me as he know i tried my best. i cried again please. dad's the best dad ever. i love him like hell. he just asked me to try even harder next time. i must do him proud next year.


so dad's going to be home for the next two weeks when my maid's not around. & next thursday is the last day of school, last day of class 2E being together. results day, meet the parents day & promotion day i think? not sure. so i'm sad i 2E will be separated. we've so much memories together. i hope not to retain or drop to normal academic. so i shall pray. i want to go & sweep the floor already. i'm bored. & cheryl's an ass, she blogged say i no eyebrows. biatch. but i still love her.


and vanese, i said so much, this is what i can do to help you get over him. whether you want to listen or not it's up to you. thats the most i can do. but i hope you take my advice alright. anything find me, we're forever sisters. byebye people.

in sakae sushi

me & cheryl.
me & miss tan
the retarded her but i love her


the couple
twist
vanese, smile!


lixiang act cute!