HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE.


okay, so i'm really bored now. was talking to lee on the phone last night & it was superbly hillarious. we've lots so crap about. we were that bored that we even thought of sneaking out & meeting each other as well. but it wasn't a good time as her mom have not slept. so plan was cancelled. maybe tonight yeah, lee? so it's the start of the holidays & i'm condemmed @ home. yeah, tell me about it. it's lee's birthday next tuesday & someone is finally growing up. & yeah, if me & him were still together, tomorrow would actually be our third month anniversary. but yes, since everything between us is trashed, it's all my wishful thinking then. i've been thinking alot these few days. i really need to thank him for being with me during the one month & thirteen days. those days were simply filled with love & i appreciate it alot. he showed me that no relationship could avoid arguements. & trust is really that important. as for all our memories, i can actually remember them clearly in my head which is like way cool. & yes, i thank you for everything you've ever done for me. sacrificing your sleeping time & stuff. fetching me from school & even trying to ignore those rumours. i would bury those deep thoughts down my heart. each picture we took, each word you've ever said to me & actions & signs of showing me that you've loved me, is carved in my heart. i would never forget that i've ever been through time with a guy as wonderful as you. wei lun, thanks, you're always the greatest guy i've ever once owned in my life. may you live life blissfully & get someone who would love you as much as you loved her. as for me, i'm moving on with life remembering what we've gone through. & i've learn that no one in this world, could ever avoid love or being loved.


i'm off for dinner.
as long as you're in love, you'll go through the state of being hurt.