my connection is as sucky as ever. & i've been practically like staying in front of the computer screen the whole day. the blue black that brother gave me is hurting hell lot. uh huh, it's swelling more & i hate bathing now as it hurts when hot water touches it. i can't even move my left arm without being in pain. yes, & i've not been talking to dad cause of last night. & i forgot to mention, when i was sleeping this morning at around 6am, dad came in my room & started ransacking my cupboard's & stuff. i guess he was searching for the ciggerette's so i moved abit & he quickly went out of my room. he fucking doesn't give me privacy does he? it's Lee's birthday on Tuesday & Tong, Ng & Tan would be celebrating for her but damn Tan has counselling. uh huh, & if dad does not allow me out overnight i'll screw his words & just stay out. he's getting a little too unreasonable. i don't see a problem with staying out late. it's normal for teenagers nowadays isn't it? he's full of shit. sometimes, i really don't understand guys & what they're really thinking in their mind. i miss my real mother. uh huh, & baby i miss you.


give you & me a chance to see if we really belong together.

please, guys are such dicks & pieces, period.